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    "so I thought you were like an angel to me" does not have to be read before
    "you're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be (I don't want to go home right now)"
    BUT there's a lil bit of tie in between the ending of the first and second one. You don't have to read one to understand the other tho :)

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  1. Rec 36

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    Chrissy Cunningham knows lying is a sin. She was raised Christian, after all. But lying's what got her a hot boyfriend, a star position on the cheer squad, and some (maybe sort of) friends to boot. It's not until Eddie Munson nearly runs her over with his truck that her lies begin to catch up with her.

    Eddie's a far cry from Jason Carver, and Chrissy knows he's not the type she can take home to her parents. That said, he is the type to make her feel freer than she ever has, the type to allow space for her to be truly, authentically Chrissy. It's crazy and beautiful and often times terrifying, but Chrissy finds peace in his madness all the same.

    Lying's a sin. Chrissy Cunningham knows it.

    But maybe Eddie Munson is worth sinning for.

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    10 Jun 2026

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    ONE OF THE BEST FICS IVE READ!!! I CANNOT WAIT FOR THE N3XT UPDATE IM INVESTED

  2. Public Bookmark 38

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    Chrissy Cunningham enters 1986 with a new lease on life.

    Determined to find herself, Chrissy embarks on a journey full of adventure, growth, girlhood, laughs, and tears. Also, Eddie Munson and his fingers.

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    10 Jun 2026

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    One of the best fics I've read in a while <3

  3. Public Bookmark 10

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    Chrissy sighs and stretches again. This time one strap fall off her shoulder. Eddie loses count of her freckles when she says, "Maybe we can trade?"

    "What do you have that I'd trade my stock?" His heart pounds in his ears because Chrissy smiles like some feral cat.

    “Me."

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    When Chrissy offers her body as a means to pay for drugs who is Eddie to say no?

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    Barnes knows what Rogers would like to hear.

    I remember you.

    He doesn’t. He has wisps of memory as insubstantial as everything else the chair took from his brain. They’re always accompanied by the taste of metal in his mouth.

    He stays because it’s safe, because Hydra cannot get to him here, because Rogers—still waiting for his dead friend to claw his way out of the Winter Soldier’s broken psyche—will go to the ends of the earth to find him if they do. There’s a strange security in this knowledge, but Barnes knows it won’t last. Rogers will only wait for so long, and Barnes cannot tell him that his friend died screaming in the cold.

    So he watches Rogers watch him, and Barnes doesn’t know what he’s looking for, but he knows he has found it the first time he sees Rogers’s eyes drop down to his lips and dart guiltily away.

    Barnes pretends he doesn’t notice and unlike Rogers, he can act. The Red Room made him well, and the Americans could ruin only so much.

    He changes his act, a few weeks in. He starts looking back.

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    Bucky tries to play the long game.

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    Regulus Black doesn't know why looking in the mirror is so hard - he's sure he doesn't see what everyone else sees. All he knows is that when he looks, he hates the little girl who stares back at him.

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    The long account of a boy growing up trans in the wizarding world, in the 70's. There is love and light and colour and lack, thereof - there are things broken and then mended again, siblings lost and siblings found, and the most unexpected of friends.

    (Temp hiatus as author battles mental and chronic illness. Patience is appreciated <3 )

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    01 Sep 2023

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    OMG THIS FIC I LOVE IT
    I CANNOT GET ENOUGH