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    Following the move to Ottawa, Ilya is struggling to keep his head above water. The Centaurs seem incapable of winning, his house is still half-unpacked at best, and Shane is two hours away in Montreal. After months of struggling alone, Ilya unexpectedly shows up at the Hollanders’ house one night, terrified of his own thoughts.

    In the months that follow, Ilya hits low after low, struggling with his newly-diagnosed depression. David and Yuna do their best to be there for him while distance is still keeping Shane and Ilya apart.

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    22 Jun 2026

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    After weeks of unexplained nausea, Troy learns from the team doctor that he's pregnant, a shock made worse by the revelation that his dad hid his carrier status from him his entire life.

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    12 Jun 2026

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    Little Ilya is having an off day.
    Papa Shane has practice.
    Harris has the patience of a saint
    Papa makes everything better.

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    10 Jun 2026

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    A Hollanov retirement fic in which Shane has an eating disorder, autism, and wildly complex emotions around weight.
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    Shane’s heart dropped out of his chest when he saw that his abs were covered in a layer of soft fat. He couldn’t believe that he hadn’t noticed just how chubby he had gotten. The subtle tightness of his clothing was completely foreign to him, despite knowing that this problem must have been mounting for months. Since they retired and started coaching, they had both been busy, less strict about exercise, although they both still worked out pretty regularly. His eating habits had gotten less strict since he wasn’t a professional athlete anymore, but he hadn’t been eating unhealthily. At least he hadn’t thought so.

     

    Still staring at himself shirtless in the mirror, Shane had an even more horrifying thought. Ilya had seen him like this, had been seeing him like this, for God knows how long. He’d watched Shane’s abs disappear. He’d fucked him like this. He had judged every inch of his body and never said a word. Shane could barely breathe as he put his shirt on, changing his plans for the day and heading for the gym.

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    31 May 2026

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    Luca Haas has spent his whole life chasing the NHL. When he finally makes the Ottawa Centaurs roster, he ends up living with the team’s captain (and his childhood idol) Ilya Rozanov. Luca plans to keep his head down, stay out of the way, and prove he belongs in the league.

    Unfortunately, Rozanov seems determined to make room for him anyway.

    Or: How Ilya Rozanov accidentally became a dad.

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    29 May 2026