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    Shane Hollander was the number one draft pick and is now captain of the Boston Raiders. Ilya Rozanov quit hockey after his mother died and now owns a bookshop in Boston. When Shane moves into a new apartment down the street from One Good Memory, he finds more than just a convenient place to grab a new book.

    Or...Shane is lonely and closeted and reads a lot; Ilya is charmed and quotes books at him.

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    06 Jun 2026

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    wip

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    “Why the fuck do you care what happens to Rozanov?”

    Shane doesn’t answer.

    He’s already running for the Raiders’ locker room.

    ⎯⎯⎯

    Or, Ilya has a panic attack in the Raiders' locker room after getting a phone call from his brother telling him about his father’s death.

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    17 Apr 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    wip. read.top 5. so sweet. shane goes into raiders locker room, ilya dad dies. read 16/?

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    After a devastating breakup with his boyfriend of 3 years after Christmas, Shane Hollander rebuilt his life with Rose Landry, marrying her as she faces a terminal breast cancer diagnosis and fulfilling her final wish of becoming a mother. Together they welcome their daughter, Lily, into the world. But when Rose passes, Shane is left shattered, grieving the life they built and the future they lost. As he struggles to raise Lily alone, the one person he never truly let go of, Ilya Rozanov, lingers at the edges of his life, forcing Shane to confront whether love can survive loss, guilt, and everything they left unresolved.

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    02 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    have read 7/?

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    Shane Hollander is on vacation.

    This is, objectively, a great idea. There is sun. There is a private villa. There is Luca, who fits into Shane’s life with the ease of something long-established. Brotherly, familiar, and currently eyeing the entire resort like it’s a personal challenge.

    There is also Ilya Rozanov.

    This was not mentioned. This was not in the plan.

    It’s fine. They’re fine. They’ve always been fine. Years later, different lives, perfectly capable of sharing a beach, a drink, and conversation that slips a little too easily into something familiar.

    Fine enough not to think about it.

    Around them, things stay uncomplicated. Luca is already making decisions Shane will have to deal with later. Marley is encouraging him. Svetlana is watching like she already knows how this ends.

    And Shane, who is absolutely, completely fine, starts to realize something mildly inconvenient:

    nothing else ever really measured up.

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    02 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    wip. in thailand. read 10/12. best writing.

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    When Paramedic Shane Hollander and EMT Hayden Pike start working nights, they expect to spend their shifts getting fucked over by Response Paramedic—and notorious asshole—Ilya Rozanov.

    Shane does end up getting fucked, just not in the way he was expecting.

    (shane just wants to do his job and ride the ambulance. ilya thinks shane should be riding him, instead.)

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    02 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    paramedics