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Zanka has felt Jabber's poison twice now. Recovered twice, too. He has been there, in the belly of the trash beast, and he survived.
It happened. And it kept happening when it was over.
It was poison and Zanka suffered like all Hell broke loose on him. So why, why does his body keep screaming for more of it?
Or: tending to the wounded with the wounderer's whip.
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he's dog; and im his keeper
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Dazai and Chuuya get hurt on a mission. They help each other.
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prairie madness (or how to pay for the poison in your veins) by ayjda
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
06 Apr 2025
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Regulus Black tried. He really, really did.
But in the end, what could he do against the voices and the urges and the perpetually present hole inside of his chest, how could he fight it? He wasn't that strong.
So he was eight, then twelve, then seventeen and then he gave up. That's what he always did, according to his mother and father. Sirius could tell them differently, but he wasn't there. He hasn't been for a long time.
And Regulus was tired.
(Or, Regulus Black goes to a mental institution broken, unloved and as a result of actions he only remembers bits and pieces of.)
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Chuuya exhausts himself using Corruption. Dazai is there to help him.
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like my mirror years ago by morbidesires for BoneThatFather
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
02 Sep 2023
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Harry doesn't feel like other children, soft and sweet and good. He doesn’t relate to their struggles, doesn’t get a lot of the jokes and commiserating glances.
He doesn’t have the same fears.
And as he stands in Professor Lupin’s class, looking at the boggarts his peers have, the fact is just cemented in his brain.
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(In which Harry's fear is not fear itself, but something far more concrete.)Bookmarked by ayjda
03 Jun 2026
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Professor Lupin teaches all of their third years to face their fears in what looks to be a fun lesson with a boggart. Everyone's laughing except for one person who doesn't want to participate.
He knows what his boggart will reveal, and he's not willing to go that far.
And then Draco's friends intervene anyways.
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03 Jun 2026
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Remus's mind is usually a tidy place. The worst has already happened, what's left to be scared of? His fears are labelled, annotated, and most of all, archived. For one evening, though, he'll have to let them come out and play. (Remus prepares the Boggart for his lesson with the third years. Featuring Severus Snape as an unwanted critic, and Sirius Black as the elephant in the room.)
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03 Jun 2026
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to memory now I can't recall by Etharei
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
24 Nov 2014
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While on a mission storming a HYDRA facility, James Buchanan Barnes touches one of the many strange alien devices collected by the Red Skull. He does this, in fact, twice— in the past, and in the future.
Next thing he knows, Bucky Barnes is opening his eyes in the 21st century, which is full of great gadgets and coffee, and at least includes his old pal Steve. (And, inexplicably, a different Stark.) Meanwhile, the Winter Soldier finds himself in the middle of World War Two, helping Captain America hunt down HYDRA (which is at least familiar), pretending to be Bucky Barnes (which is not), and figuring out the very noisy group of soldiers who call themselves the Howling Commandos.
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28 May 2026
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AITA For Caring About My Husband's Health? by DullMania
Fandoms: Dr. STONE (Anime & Manga)
23 Feb 2026
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Xeno Houston Wingfield turns to r/AmITheAsshole to solve a little spat.
Really, all he cares about here is Stanley's health!
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26 May 2026