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    Ilya is not going to do anything. He knows this. He's also standing very still.

    He thinks about his mother's arm, hanging over the side of the bed. He was twelve. He'd thought she was sleeping.

    He closes the cabinet.

    The face in the mirror is someone he recognizes in the way you recognize a city you lived in as a child: the basic geography is familiar, but you can't find anything you're looking for.

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    Or: A closer look at Ilya’s first year in Ottawa, set against his first in Boston—featuring a long-lost answering machine he claimed he’d never listen to, the family inevitably left behind when you move, and the mostly self-imposed pressure of loving a man as large and looming as the great Shane Hollander.

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    07 Jun 2026

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    Barstool Sports Canada reports that Montreal Metros captain Shane Hollander has started learning Russian from new teammate and Russian rookie Sergei Dovonchezky.

    Ilya has some thoughts. None of them are particularly kind.

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    06 Jun 2026

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    Childhood is sometimes remembered at the weirdest, and worst, times.

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    06 Jun 2026

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    Annabeth is fairly certain that it's impossible to find your soulmate by listening to underground bands. You have to find your soulmate in person, or else people would be bonding to people on the other side of the globe. There'd be one-sided bonds all over the place. It's just not possible to find your soulmate by listening to music.

    In which Annabeth finds her soulmate by listening to music.

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    25 Apr 2026

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    Annabeth had predicted something like this happening. Something something her and Luke fucking in her room (in reverse cowgirl because he loves when she’s on top,) something something them not hearing Percy’s keys in the door (because they’re playing that stupid making love playlist Luke insists they play every time,) something something Percy opening her bedroom door to ask to eat her leftovers (falafel pita with amba and tahini from Mimi’s, duh,) something something him getting an eyeful of her tits, and her freshly waxed landing strip, right down to where it disappears just over where she’s riding Luke. (Like a champ, for your information, like the greatest goddamn porn star of all time.)

    Not only had Annabeth predicted it, she's sort of been waiting for it. So really, the most surprising part about all this is that Percy has suddenly found it in his heart to ask to eat her food. If you look at it from that angle—well, she’s kind of touched.

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    03 May 2026