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frequently, secretly fond of each other. by milominderbinder
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 May 2026
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Shrugging one shoulder far more casually than he possibly feels, Ilya says, “I like both. Is secret, okay?”
“Okay,” Hollander says, voice cracking.
He doesn’t say anything else. The air’s so heavy around them that it feels like being in the middle of a scrum, the weight and heat of all those bodies pressing down on you. Danger always feels like hockey; it’s the most dangerous thing Ilya knows, except for this. Everything dangerous in his life involves men’s bodies and just how close he can get to them. Closer than he probably should.
A year after mysteriously dropping out of the 2009 draft, Shane Hollander is signed by the Boston Raiders, right behind Ilya Rozanov. Having the two biggest stars in the league on the same line is great for Boston — but playing alongside their worst rival was never exactly in Shane or Ilya's plans. Especially not when staying away from each other starts to feel just as impossible as getting along.
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- Part 1 of frequently, secretly.
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While in search of a roommate, Ilya comes across an interesting Facebook Marketplace listing from Shane Hollander.
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- Part 1 of message sent to seller
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10 May 2026
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literally bookmarking this because of how cute it is and how talented the HR fandom is!
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the ten step plan by WriteThroughTheNight
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
17 Mar 2026
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In Vegas, after they’d said everything right up to the edge of I love you, Shane and Ilya came up with a plan. It was long term, with many, many steps. There might be a spreadsheet somewhere that Shane won’t admit to.
But it’s a plan, nonetheless. Over the summer of 2014, they tweak it and add things important to the both of them. There are even many, extensive, contingency plans.
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Thanks to Shane's small lie the first time they hooked up, Shane and Ilya are together years earlier. Now, they have to figure out what to do about it.
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- Part 2 of the coast is clear
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Bookmarked by bamonbitch
06 May 2026
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so good 🥹 i cried during the interlude when ilya was at his mother’s grave site in russia and was telling her how much he loved shane and how he was never coming back. also when shane was talking to irina too 😭 my CHEST.
the proposal scene was so cute but i was irritating as hell because when ilya dropped to one knee i literally fucking gasped like an idiot as if i didn’t already know he was planning on proposing lmaoooooo
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russianstallion messages hollabackgirl on Grindr for some fun, but then they keep showing up at the same places, conveniently right when Boston and Montreal have a game against each other.
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Shane and Ilya, unbeknownst to each other, are sexting on Grindr while still being rivals on the ice.*SMAU that was previously uploaded to twitter is now on ao3 for ease of reading*
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29 Apr 2026
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this was so cute! i forgot how much i liked SMAUs after i deleted twitter. but them being so desperate for each other is so sweet. i love them to pieces. such a cute and fun read!
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I know better now by silversurfer
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
28 Mar 2026
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Shane meets Ilya in Tampa for closure – he knows he’s gay now, and also knows he wants something serious, committed, reliable. He’s ready to end things neatly and conclusively. Ilya is going to have to accept that.
... Ilya takes this about as well as you would expect.
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16 Apr 2026
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so short but such a goodie! i actually love strict!shane — i mean he’s not that strict but i love the idea of shane telling ilya he wants more and actually leaving because FUCK ilya needed a fire lit under his ass to act right! but ilya being drunk and confessing his love was just so sweet to me. i love the yearning and desperation between these two. another thing is that i hate how much i relate to ilya in regards to a shitty family life. shane is my favorite character but FUCK ilya….i relate to him so much and it fucking sucks but i love him nonetheless