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    As a straight man, Ilya Rozanov has never had a gay roommate before, but it’s going pretty well. Shane Hollander is kind, silly, and an even bigger hockey nut than Ilya.

    So when Shane starts bringing men over, and Ilya begins to want to bash their fucking heads in, Ilya comes to a startling conclusion: He must be homophobic.

    (He’s jealous.)

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    08 Jun 2026

  2. Rec *

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    Ilya’s breath hitches and then he moans, involuntarily jerking up against the curve of Shane’s ass. He grinds himself against Shane twice on reflex, his right hand ghosting over Shane’s hip like he’s about to grab on and pull him in. But before he does, Ilya freezes, throwing himself away from Shane so quickly that he falls out of the bed.

    Shane thinks ‘oh’ and smiles. Forces himself to maintain his steady breathing, keeps his eyes closed as Ilya calms down and climbs back into bed. Ilya settles against the edge of the mattress, distinctly not touching Shane at all, but his breathing has turned wild and ragged as he comes back down from the momentary flare up of panic, and Shane knows he wants to.

    ‘I didn’t want to wake you,’ Ilya had told him. And Shane gets it then. He really does.

     

    OR; the somno hollanov fic i've been thirsting for

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    17 Mar 2026

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  3. Rec *

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    Luca Haas looks Ilya Rozanov in the eye. Ilya Rozanov, recently appointed captain of The Ottawa Centaurs. Ilya Rozanov, who Luca has done unspeakable things to on Archive of Our Own.

    He gulps. His phone is weighing heavy in his back pocket, his phone which has been logged into an Archive of Our Own account for years. An account which features some… disgustingly detailed smut about the man currently shaking his hand.

    or, luca haas wrote a very popular hollanov fic when he was a teenager... he spends the first year of his professional hockey career in fear

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    27 May 2026

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    30 May 2026

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    Luca is 13 when he starts using tumblr. At that point, playing for an MLH-team is just a dream to him. Due to his intrest for hockey and art, that is exactly what he starts postinging about. He makes friends online. And then, he starts reaching for his dreams.

    Or: Luca is a tumblr fanboy who ships Hollanov through all of his teenage years. And maybe after that as well-

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    01 Jun 2026

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