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  1. Public Bookmark 61

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    The Centaurs are on a winning streak and nothing gets Shane going more than winning

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    06 Jun 2026

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    Jane (21:23): Come over?

    Ilya stared at the message. Rage swirled in his stomach - that Shane would run out on him like that, spend the next two months shoving his fucking girlfriend in Ilya’s face, and then text him like none of that had happened. Like none of it mattered.

    Mixed in with the anger, though, and threatening to overwhelm it, was the hot burn of shame. Because Ilya was already texting back okay and putting on his shoes. Because he was fucking pathetic, and couldn’t resist.

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    instead of going to the club during episode 4, shane goes back to his apartment. then he texts ilya.

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    01 Jun 2026

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    Shane tells himself, on the nights when one or both of them is traveling, on the nights when they can’t be together, that he is okay with Ilya doing what he needs to do. To keep his body active, his mind calm. To be able to love Shane without resentment.

    He’s almost able to convince himself he believes it.

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    Shane thinks they have an unspoken agreement for a one-sided open relationship (on Ilya's side). When Ilya suggests that Shane might want to sleep with other men, Shane panics. Sad boy antics ensue.

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    29 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 69

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    Hollander glanced down at his phone and smiled at whatever it was his girlfriend sent him. Then he looked up at Ilya again. “Anyway, wanna find out what we might have in common in room 1847 tonight?”

    Ilya was surprised at the forwardness, especially with Hollander’s girlfriend’s text still on his screen. But Ilya’s heart and head was jumping up and down in glee.

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    Or, Ilya is 100% ready to be the other woman.

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    29 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 18

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    There are 2 years and 4 months between the Vegas hotel room and the tuna melt. Shane and Ilya spend far more of it apart than together but those blazing moments when they’re finally in the same room haunt every moment that they’re not.

    Or, a thorough expansion of the episode 4 montage featuring sex with other people, angst, obsessing, self-deception, and graphic SM because I am obsessed with that cut between the boards and the couch.

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    15 May 2026