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    No serious hockey fan or sports commentator worth their salt would have considered record-breaking Boston superstar Ilya Rozanov to be Shane Hollander’s rival exactly, but sleeping with a man who had a specific offense-related vendetta against him and a wrist shot like a jet engine to back it up was probably ill-advised just the same.

    Or, Shane is a goalie. Ilya can’t score.

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    15 May 2026

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    Beautiful work, beautiful characters, beautiful world.

    To forwards and their goalies ❤️

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    After coming out to Rose, Shane decides he doesn't want to lie anymore, even if he isn't sure coming out will mean he gets happily ever after with Ilya. When coming out to the Voyageurs leaves him wondering what his future in Montreal might look like, he lets himself be a little selfish, he lets himself wonder if there might be somewhere else he might be happy. If Montreal wants to get rid of a generational player, he's not about to stop them, especially if it means he can get a little closer to joy.

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    Or: Shane Hollander leaves Montreal in search of something better.

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    12 May 2026

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    This series is everything

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    White horses, dirty cowboy boots, unpaved roads, and an old truck without AC all tell the story of Hao’s first love. He’s seventeen, the summer is hot, and only the moon bears witness to the sweetness of Hanbin’s smile when he looks at him.

    It takes only one summer for Zhang Hao to start singing along to songs he swore he would never learn the words to.

    It takes eight more for him to realize that it wasn’t the songs themselves that made him want to sing, it was the person who kept putting them on. However, that person has long since stopped listening to music, and now all Hao can do is play them over and over in hopes that one day he’ll want to sing with him again.

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    21 Oct 2025

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    Peak modern cowboy romance

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    “Oh. Sorry. It’s rude to stare, right?”

    “Is that a rhetorical question?”

    “No.”

    “... Yes. It’s rude to stare.”

    “Oh. Sorry.” Leehan looked away for a second before his eyes made their way back to Taesan. This repeated again and again, as if he couldn’t keep his eyes off of Taesan.

    Taesan sighed, pinching his eyebrows. “Never mind, stop doing that. Whatever you’re doing now is more annoying than you just staring at me.”

    Top monster hunter Taesan meets fellow hunter Leehan, who weirdly seems to enjoy following him around.

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    26 Aug 2025

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    Loved it, wonderful world building and characters! Can’t wait to reread it

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    But Jeno tries to understand it, tries to narrow down the meaning of life in the patterns of leaves and the poison of pollen. His academic career has been centered around the levels to which organic life forms can truly communicate—more so plant to human communication—and thus far he has confirmed two things.
    1) Plants have always and will always contain minds of their own.
    2) People, by design, are stupid and flawed creatures.

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    08 Jul 2024

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    I love when Jaemin is a creature, and this one is by far the best fic I’ve read with that trope. Very sad and fluffy time!