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  1. Rec *

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    Ilya looked beautiful, gorgeous beyond comprehension, sitting there starkly naked in their bed, indecently pleasuring himself with something that belonged to Shane.

    Or Shane comes home drenched in sweat and things spiral from there.

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    25 Mar 2026

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  2. Rec 28

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    Jane Hollander and Lily Rozanova are the captains of their respective college hockey teams. Forced to share a dorm room together. Forced to see each other every morning. Forced to uphold their rival reputations— will they bend or break?

     

    OR; gender swap hollanov

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    25 Mar 2026

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  3. Rec *

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    "'That’s still a lot of windows,' Shane comments offhandedly.

    He turns around and is almost caught off guard by the hunger in his husband’s eyes.

    'Yes. It is.'

    He thinks that, maybe, this is what prey feels when they know they’ve been caught.

     

    aka I fix episode 2 but set it eight years later. they have rough window sex. it's a whole thing.

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    11 Mar 2026

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  4. Rec *

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    Ilya Rozanov has been saying I love you into the void his whole life.

    To his mother’s cold hands at twelve, making promises she can’t hear. To his teammates through fist bumps in tunnel rituals that cost nothing because they ask for nothing. To a sleeping man, in Russian, because his native language is the only container safe enough for what he actually feels. To a country he is slowly losing the ability to love back.

    He keeps saying it. No one says it back.

    Until they do.

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    11 Mar 2026

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    09 Mar 2026

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  6. Rec *

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    Alternate Universe where Shane's storyline is the same but Ilya never played hockey and is instead an OnlyFans content creator. Basically, a way to explore what would've happened to Shane had he never received the emotional and physical (and maybe a little toxic) safety net that Ilya offered him.

    AKA I wanna explore Sad!Shane cause I don't feel like we talk about it enough! But also smut. And more importantly, smut that drives plot. Let's strap in, ladies(and gays and theys).

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    28 Feb 2026

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  7. Rec 40

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    An alternative universe in which Irina does meet Shane, and love him as much as Ilya does.

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    23 Feb 2026

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  8. Rec 37

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    Ilya leaned back against the headboard, eyes on the ceiling. Attraction was dangerous. It clouded judgment, created attachments, left openings for mistakes. He had been trained to compartmentalize: duty first, always. Emotions were liabilities and yet…
    The image of Shane spotting him—close enough to feel the heat off his body, voice steady and low—lingered. The casual strength in his hands when he’d yanked the pin free. The way he’d said “good form” like it mattered, like Ilya mattered in that moment.
    Ilya exhaled slowly, forcing the thoughts down. He was here for a mission, not a life. Whatever briefing came next would demand focus. Shane Hollander was a variable, nothing more. A ticket to a hockey game. A potential networking opportunity if the target turned out to be a fan. That was all.

    Or: Ilya Rozanov is a sleeper agent for Russia and all is well until Shane Hollander enters his life. Now Ilya must choose whether serving his country is worth a life of solitude.

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    23 Feb 2026

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    22 Feb 2026

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  10. Rec *

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    “You don’t look at me like I am crazy.” Ilya says, voice barely above a breath.

    Shane’s brow furrows. “Because you’re not.”

    “I feel like I am.”

    Shane’s hand comes up to cradle his jaw. Warm palm with gentle pressure on his skin. “You look like someone doing something hard.” Something in Ilya’s chest cracks open again, but softer this time.

    (ie. ilya has a very rough day at therapy and comes home to shane to process it all and feel comfort)

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    21 Feb 2026

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  11. Rec 2

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    21 Feb 2026

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  12. Rec *

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    “I have a secret,” Ilya whispers. 

    Half-awake, Shane blinks at him sleepily. “What is it?” 

    “I cannot say.” Ilya’s eyes flicker between Shane’s. “But this secret, it is why things are complicated. It is why I didn’t go to Russia when my father died.” 

    OR: a rewrite of Heated Rivalry, with a twist.

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    20 Feb 2026

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  13. Rec 24

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    “You really didn’t know, Shane?” Hayden exclaimed, “She’s only being passed around like a blunt to every bicurious panhel in the school! Of course she’s bisexual!”

    The one where Liliya Rozanova is the token masc bisexual of her sorority, and Shane Hollander is her president.

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    16 Feb 2026

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  14. Rec 31

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    “Thinking of my mouth?”

    Shane’s eyes blinked open, and he saw Rozanov towering over him, looking down at him with that arrogant smirk of his.

    Shane hated him.

    “Yes.” He knew he sounded needy and pathetic, but he was too desperate to care.

    After Vegas, Shane can't stop thinking about Ilya's mouth

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    15 Feb 2026

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  15. Rec 34

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    Shane’s ears perked up too. The phone call sounded important.

    “I have a new case to add to your list. Obviously, we’ll be looking into it down here too. But it has all the signature signs of our guy.”

    As Ilya’s phone friend went over the details of a body found yesterday in Roxbury, Shane felt his blood turn ice cold. At the bar, Ilya said he worked as a therapist — more of a counsellor, he said, because therapist sounded Freudian — in a private practice. He hadn’t mentioned having any link to the police. Blood pounding in his ears, Shane wondered if Ilya lured him back here deliberately, in the hopes of extracting information out of him. After twenty six years of killing across the United States and Canada, had somebody caught on to what Shane was doing?

    To his surprise, his dick was harder now. The thrill of potentially being found out was sending volts of arousal straight to his lower belly. Really? Shane thought. He shifted to find a more comfortable position and Ilya, who had finished his call and set the phone aside, noticed he was awake.

    “Did I wake you?” He murmured, pressing a kiss behind Shane’s ear, “Sorry.”

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    13 Feb 2026

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  16. Rec *

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    The one where instead of documenting their story through cryptic instagram posts, Ilya documents it on his skin. From day one. While telling himself it's not a big deal, or even about Shane.

    Shane takes more time than he should to put two and two together.

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    09 Feb 2026

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    Ilya’s hands gripped the steering wheel hard, his knuckles going white. He was currently sitting in his parked car, letting his mind wander so he didn’t have to make a decision. Should he get out of the car like the idiot he was or start the engine and drive home before making a fool of himself?
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    The last person Yuna expected to see standing on her doorstep on a Saturday afternoon was Ilya Rozanov.

    -Takes place soon after the epilogue of Heated Rivalry. Editing by dxeej

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    09 Feb 2026

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  18. Rec *

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    Shane got an email he'd expected to be able to easily ignore, but then he saw his husband's face and realized he's gonna end up doing this embarrassing thing. Why on earth does Ilya want to film a documentary about their romantic relationship?

    Set after the Long Game Epilogue, so spoilers.

    Chapters 1-3 editing by dxeej. Editing for Ch4-7 by Sekai94z

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    07 Feb 2026

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  19. Rec *

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    What if Ilya hadn’t been able to hold back from kissing Shane in Vegas.

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    07 Feb 2026

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    Shane secretly learns Russian to understand Ilya better, and accidentally unlocks a whole new level of intimacy.

    Ilya notices the suspiciously perfect timing.

    Love, languages, and a husband who absolutely starts abusing bilingual privileges.

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    05 Feb 2026

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