bucksbothered
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Sirius Black needs help.
In more ways than people thought.
It’s hard wanting to live, wanting to die, wanting nothing at all. Can someone even live like that? Can someone live trying to not rely on anyone, to let anyone in to close to the truth. There’s only so much you can hide sharing a dorm for seven years.
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Marlene has a shit home life but it doesn’t feel bad enough. She’s basically just comparing herself to Sirius.
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The 118th finally understands Buck a little better, but how did that happen? They didn't expect a girls' boarding school to be involved.
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03 Jun 2026
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So I'll lay in your arms and pretend that it's love by MyArtificialFlowers
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
25 May 2026
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Buck and Tommy haven’t even been together for two months when Buck starts thinking about ending things. He hates himself for it, a little. He can’t put his finger on why the thought crosses his mind as he lays with his head on Tommy’s lap while they watch a documentary about a Napali mountaineer’s quest to summit the 14 peaks. It might have something to do with the put upon sigh Tommy had let out before agreeing to watch it with him. Or perhaps it was the fact that his fingers didn’t end up carding through Buck’s hair until he asked him to do it.
Buck knows that he could talk to someone about it. He has plenty of people who would be willing to listen but each time he goes to say something he remembers how proud they were of him when they found out about Tommy. They’re happy for him and already have so many other things to be upset about. He’s made them worry about him too many times already; it’s better if they think he’s finally okay.
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03 Jun 2026
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Everyone on the team knew that calls involving children were hard, especially for Buck.
But this was different.for buck it was like he was back there. He felt the endless hunger bubbling in his stomach, the phantom feeling of cracked lips. He felt like he needed a shower, now. He needed to wash off the never-ending dirt from his skin.
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26 May 2026
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Ravi: im gonna go pour water over them both
idgaf
Chim: i’m not apart of this
Maddie: Ravi, don’t
Eddie will actually lobotomize you if you disturb bucks rest
Ravi: good!
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- Part 1 of i’ll eat you whole
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26 May 2026
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It was a shitshow, to say the least. Despite, what he’d told Bobby all those months ago, he did not have a handle on the problem. He had the opposite. He had zero handles, and he was too embarrassed to bring it up. It was definitely an issue, but it wasn’t too serious. And it didn’t affect anybody besides himself.
But it was definitely affecting him in a bad way. Hard day at work? Go have sex to feel better. Bobby yell at him for screwing up again? Find an old guy to tell him he’s good for something. See a happy family on a call and remember he hasn’t spoken to Maddie in seven years? Blackout so he doesn’t have to be reminded of that gaping wound.
It was really bad. Yeah. But like, privately bad. Secretly bad. Except for his roommates, who were starting to get pissed about him stumbling around drunk with his guests. So, he started to look for a new apartment in earnest.
And just when he was starting to think things were getting actually concerning, and pretty soon he wouldn’t even remember what the point of anything was, who walked into the fire station, looking perfect and attractive and ready to change Buck’s life?
Eddie fucking Diaz.
or: Buck's sex addiction taken seriously.
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