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    Hawkeye shivers, then flicks his gaze to BJ's. "W-What are we doing here, Beej?"

    "Are you nervous?"

    "What? No! No, no, no, of course not, I, ah, I was just, just making sure I know how to play my role, whatever that might be, so I can get into character, maybe nail us that Oscar—"

    BJ tugs Hawkeye in, holds him tightly, and cradles the back of his head. His lips brush the shell of his ear. "Think…gentle. Think sweet."



    When BJ offers an intimate fantasy to Hawkeye for them to share, Hawk does not react how he thought that he would. Once the words have been spoken, is there any way for them to return to the casual relationship that they had before?

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    24 Mar 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 10

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    Someone once told me that we create our own ghosts, that, as in dreams, each one of them is a facet of ourselves: our guilt, our regrets, our grief. Perhaps that may be an answer, of sorts. Each of us has our ghosts. Not every one of them is of our own creation, and yet they find us all, in the end.
    - John Connolly, The Unquiet

    Imagine your worst fear. The fear that eats away at you. Now imagine that the fear's trying to literally eat you. Eat you alive.

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    27 Jan 2025