calamaris



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    "I could pretend I’m speaking to everyone. Assume a middle distance and transcend myself—But I’m talking to you, and you know it."

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    an extended look at what life is like being in a relationship with Saeyoung Choi

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    Maybe someone else designed this moment. Put the two of you together like this. Like it isn’t the accident upon accident your meetings have always been. Maybe this doesn’t need to be pieced together.

    “You heard about what happened in Bloomshore District,” you say.

    Rafayel takes a long sip, wearing the mug’s label like some weird badge of pride. “Who hasn’t?”

    Your teeth sink hard into your lip, worrying like a pulse every time the blast replays itself, every time you can practically feel the lick of the flames or the grit of the hard pavement or the smoke in your eyes. “That was my grandma’s house.”

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    Or, the five stages of grief after you lose Caleb. Or, the five stages of grief as you fall in love with Rafayel.

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    28 Apr 2026

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    The SDN's HR department is tired of Z-Team's bullshit.

     

    Sonar is enlightened in the way of twink hunting, but the man (HR) seeks to keep him down.

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    02 Nov 2025

  3. Rec 22

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    Lucanis and Rook catch their breath in the aftermath of the final battle.

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    04 Aug 2025

  4. Rec 33

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    After the end of the world, Adahla and Solas face what's left between them—and what might now have room to grow.

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    04 Aug 2025

  5. Rec 13

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    Lucanis has never spoken the words. He does not know if he ever will.

    But if he cannot say them, he will carve them into the spaces between them, into every brush of his fingers against her skin, into every fleeting moment where touch is the only language he trusts himself to speak.

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    Lucanis doesn't know how to say how he feels, so he says it in every touch.

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    16 Mar 2025