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    Could Rose ever dream up a seaside town that Shane would retire to? Could Rose ever crack the lock of Shane Hollander’s heart that was so heavily guarded due to years of hiding and perfectionism? Would she ever memorize poetry in every language just to make sense of Shane and all the atoms that he was made up of?

    or, a meditative character study of Ilya Rozanov as he grapples with the aftermath of the tuna melt scene

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    26 Mar 2026

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    Exactly how hung Shane Hollander was became somewhat of an urban legend amongst the junior hockey leagues in Canada. In the same breath that his puck handling and skating skills were mentioned, players would fucking gossip about his dick. Officially, everyone calls him Hollander or Hollzy. Behind his back, his teammates whisper the name Hunglander as if the ghost of Shane's slapshot could still hear them.

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    Ilya's obsession with Shane's big cock changes a surprising amount of their story.

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    26 Mar 2026

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    God, he can't go through with this now. He really fucking can’t. He’d planned the whole thing out—rehearsed it on every car ride, every flight, all the little breaks in between—but he really, really can’t.

    We can’t do this anymore, his brain screams. That’s all he has to say. Five words. Five, measly little words. But Shane is standing right there, a dream made into reality, and his mouth won’t move.

    Ilya Rozanov has spent much of the past six months wondering how, exactly, he would call off this whole thing with Shane Hollander. Now, as Shane stands in his living room, the fact of the matter is that Ilya wants nothing more than for him to stay.

    or: boston, but if ilya hadn't let shane run.

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    25 Mar 2026

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    Ilya is plummeting to his death when he closes his eyes, heart full of regret.

    When he opens them in what feels like just a second later, he is standing outside a rink in Regina, Saskatchewan. There’s a banner on the building across the street:

    World Junior Hockey Championship 2009.

    What?

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    22 Mar 2026

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    Finding your soulmate is supposed to be beautiful. You stand in front of someone and you say their full name; they say yours. Your soulmarks appear somewhere on your bodies, and it's supposed to be beautiful. Life-changing.

    It's not supposed to happen a week before the World Juniors tournament in a dirty Saskatchewan parking lot. It's not supposed to be Canada's newest darling hockey player and your future rival who whispers your name. It's not supposed to be a boy that your skin blooms for.

    And if that does happen, despite the fact that it shouldn't, you're definitely not supposed to lie to your soulmate's face, refuse to say his name in return, and pretend that you never felt your soulmark appear at all. And if that happens, somehow, you're definitely not supposed to kiss him less than a year later. And then later. And then later. And then later, until you realize you never want to leave his bed despite the fact that you've never told him the truth about the bear tattoo on your chest.

    or, finding out that his soulmate is Shane Hollander isn't beautiful. Ilya can't pretend that it's not life-changing though.

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    20 Mar 2026