captaindove
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In the calm between crises, she collapses into him, and lets him try to contain the chaos of her in his embrace. He never quite manages it, but that doesn't stop him from trying.
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I've Seen Devils Coming Up From The Ground by captaindove, radioreverie
Fandoms: The 100 (TV)
25 Oct 2014
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There in the vacuum, the material world fell away and she could imagine every atom in her body stumbling towards entropy, as if each element that made up her flesh and bones and blood yearned to dissolve back into dust. There was no sound, but the cosmos breathed with the rhythm of her breath, and pulsated with her heartbeat. Post-1x13, Raven recovers in Mount Weather.
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Over coffee, Tess ruminates on being in love with both Lois and Clark.
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Ilya has had plenty of sex. That's no secret to anyone. He had long since confessed to Shane that sex with him was always special and different, and that he's never felt like that with anyone else, but the self doubt that lives in Shane's mind had told him that you can never be too sure.
But he can be sure of this: Shane Hollander is the only person on earth who has ever fingered Ilya Rozanov. They had had the conversation when Ilya first asked to try bottoming. He had never trusted anyone to see him like this. He didn't want to feel vulnerable. But Shane is different, he had said. He knows Shane will take care of him.
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(aka: hollanov switch for the first time and its very sweet and sappy)
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19 Jun 2026
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One Hell of a Drug (FLORIDA) by verbaepulchellae
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
23 Nov 2025
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With the warm seabreeze at his back, Ilya’s face is soft under Shane’s fingers. Has he noticed that before? The smooth, freshly shaved skin of Ilya’s cheeks? Everything feels like it’s in high definition, suddenly loud, and colorful and bright in all the right ways, like he’s removed a veil from his eyes. The warmth of Ilya’s hands on his back, the strong frame of his arms as he holds Shane close to kiss him and kiss him, and jesus, kiss him, here on this hotel floor in Florida, it threatens to overwhelm his senses.
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The missing moment from their 2017 Florida All Stars Weekend
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18 Jun 2026
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you kiss me in a way that’s gonna screw me up forever by justhockey
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
16 Apr 2026
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“Good,” Shane says, when he finally finds his voice. “Because I’m selfish.”
Ilya laughs. “You are not selfish, sweetheart.”
“I am when it comes to you,” he confesses, pulling back so he can look Ilya in the eyes. “I feel like a kid who doesn’t want to share his favourite toy.”
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17 Jun 2026
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Shane (to himself): This is great. I'm going to get a good grade in friends with benefits, something that is both normal to want and possible to achieve,
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When Shane sticks it out at Ilya's house, and the tuna meltdown doesn't happen, he still walks away confused about what Ilya actually WANTS from him. When an opportunity presents itself in the form of Rose Landry and a very thorough PR relationship contract, Shane decides to take advantage of it to show Ilya that he can be a totally chill and normal friend with benefits, and definitely isn't too attached.
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17 Jun 2026
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flight (the rapid motion of wings) by queer-z0mbies (LaVoileBlanche)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
16 Apr 2026
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They toe off their shoes in the entryway and Shane looks around, pulling in a deep breath and letting it go. Two hours ago, his dad had walked in on him and Ilya and Shane had thought the world was ending. Now, the world seems bigger and more plausible than ever, like a smooth, fresh field of ice, stretching all the way to the horizon, just waiting for his skates to mark it up. He turns, and there is Ilya, hands in his pockets, watching Shane with a look of lazy contentment on his face as if he feels it, too.
OR: Two weeks at the cottage.
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