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he is a boy and he is young, so young by cat_spoon
Fandoms: Interview with the Vampire (TV 2022)
05 Aug 2024
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Armand doesn’t understand it, this strange language that they’ve learned without him.
Daniel letting Louis squeeze his throat, bite his neck; so certain that they are just playing, that he is not in danger. Always giggling to each other in between moans and slaps and bites, some esoteric joke that Armand cannot understand the humour of.
In these moments they slip away, into each other, and Armand is not needed for anything.
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give the dog a treat before you take him out back and shoot him by cat_spoon
Fandoms: Interview with the Vampire (TV 2022)
16 Mar 2024
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Later, Daniel will struggle to remember what he sees in this moment. He might recall the vampire lunging at him, aiming for his neck with teeth ready to bite.
In the late hazy nights where his mind holds less inhibition, he may think that the vampire was reaching for his shoulders, trying to find something to grab hold of so that he wouldn’t fall.
On exactly one occasion he’ll contemplate the idea that the vampire was leaning in for a kiss. He will immediately discard the thought as proof that he needs to lower his dopamine prescription.
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the toughest part is that we both know (what happened to you, why you’re out on your own) by barnes_romzanov
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
17 Jun 2026
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Ilya wasn’t trying to kill himself that night. Suicide is something that belongs to his mother- he’s just lazy, and he wishes Shane would stop making excuses for him.
Shane has everything under control. His body is a tool, the one that’s given him both his career and his relationship, and he wishes Ilya would stop prying into the way he maintains it.
or: Ilya learns a whole lot more about his mother, Shane remembers a whole lot more about his childhood, and they both get diagnosed.
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- Part 3 of Merry Christmas, Please Don't Call
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04 Mar 2026
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All of Shane Hollander's focus is on keeping his head down and graduating from his sports medicine program. He's perfectly content to focus on his studies, happily neglecting parties or meeting girls. But when he's forced to go a club by his friend Hayden Pike, he meets an alluring stranger named Ilya. After their initial encounter, they begin hooking up in secret as Shane grapples with his sexuality.
There's something strange about Ilya, though. He won't tell Shane where he works or what he does, threatening people seem to follow him around, and most of all, he's constantly plying Shane with expensive gifts. But it's probably nothing. After all, there's no organized crime in Montreal—right?
OR: Bratva Ilya Rozanov AU!
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21 Feb 2026
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star-crossed something or others by thegreenempty
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
10 Feb 2026
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Shane turned to face Ilya. He wasn’t yelling anymore but he wasn’t lowering his gun, either. Something in Shane’s chest twisted when he noticed tears welling in Ilya’s eyes. He wanted to brush them away. Ilya saw Shane looking, they made eye contact briefly.
God, he was beautiful! His curls, his chin, the slope of his shoulders. He was angelic and prideful and wrathful and for a split second Shane pictured him with wings and a flaming sword, falling from heaven because of his own vanity.
“Lyubimyy,” Ilya whispered.
“Mon coeur,” Shane answered.
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The Rozanov Crime Syndicate exploded right around the time FBI-hopeful Shane Hollander was caught up on the periphery of a Russian mob hit. It's an opportunity for the FBI to get a man in deep cover. It's an opportunity for Shane to do something great, write history (like he was supposed to do in hockey). It's all perfect. But sometimes the stars don't align for the reasons you suspect, and loyalty looks a lot different when you're down in the trenches with the man you love.
An undercover Shane/crime boss Ilya AU. There will be violence, there will be emotional pain, and there will be yearning!
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14 Feb 2026
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Shane Hollander has always loved hockey, but being a trans man made playing the sport professionally complicated. Instead, he found a way to stay close to the game he loves, working as a physical therapist for some of the league’s top teams.
When star player Ilya Rozanov takes an interest in him, Shane is determined to keep his distance, afraid of revealing the secret he’s worked so hard to protect.
The only problem? Shane can’t deny that he’s taken an interest in Ilya too.
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06 Feb 2026
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Route 96 Kanata by Anonymous
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
12 Apr 2026
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When Shane Hollander looks into the future he sees— not a flat sheet of ice, not that, not anymore, but something equally as empty.
His backup plan was always to go to university. He hadn't thought he'd ever need it, not really. Especially not near the end, when everything felt so certain. But his grades were good, his mom made sure of that, so when he woke up in the hospital he already knew what he was going to do next. But after?
There's a standard path people take, he knows, that comes after school. But when he tries to picture it, slot himself into the picket fence and the corporate overhead fluorescents, it disappears. Like it was never going to be real at all.
(Or: after ending up at a jazz bar to celebrate the end of finals season, Shane Hollander finds himself where he never thought he'd be— in the orbit of NHL superstar Ilya Rozanov.)
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- Part 1 of Terry Fox Station
- Part 1 of my anon cancon
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28 Jan 2026