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Being with Baran is the most safe Trinity has ever felt. But some shadows haunting her even overcast this, her first healthy relationship.
And healing is a bitch.
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30 May 2026
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the way you held my face i softened (for the very first time in my life) by possibilist
Fandoms: The Pitt (TV)
27 May 2026
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"it starts the same way most of victoria's mornings in the ED do: with trinity santos annoying her.
'so, you really have nothing that you've ever done that's rebellious?'
victoria rolls her eyes. 'i've done plenty.'
santos leans forward, directly over whitaker, who half-heartedly tries to shove her away before he gives up. it allows victoria an unfortunately good view of the dip of the top of santos' scrubs; it's hot as hell outside today, and she just has a tank top and sports bra on underneath—not that victoria cares.
'yeah?' santos asks, grinning way too smugly for victoria's liking. 'like what?'"
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or: crashtos and a night out
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27 May 2026
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“Okay, before you say no, please let me explain,” Trinity says quickly, before Samira even greets her. She has a tote bag across one shoulder and another bag dangling from her hand, but she’s hiding it behind her back intentionally.
“Trin, what is that?” Samira asks, attempting to peek around her body. “Are you okay? Come inside.”
Before Trinity can take a step forward, there’s a loud meow that erupts from the mysterious bag. Samira stares at Trinity’s sheepish grin, then flicks her gaze down as Trinity reveals the cat carrier and holds it in front of her. “Um. Surprise?”
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24 May 2026
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all these people think love’s for show (but i would die for you in secret) by beeonastring
Fandoms: The Pitt (TV)
01 Apr 2026
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Trinity shakes her head with a laugh, and suddenly pulls her hand away. Samira frowns down at it, then blinks when Trinity moves around her to walk on her left side, and when Samira’s hand sways back down, takes it in her own again. She squeezes it.
“What was that for?” Samira asks, confused.
“Didn’t want you falling into the street,” Trinity explains, like it’s nothing. Stupidly, Samira feels tears well up behind her eyes, blinking them away and cursing herself for being an emotional drunk.
or; five times samira is undone by trinity’s kindness, and one time she does something about it.
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24 May 2026
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softer, harder, in between (you know just how to get to me) by beeonastring
Fandoms: The Pitt (TV)
22 Mar 2026
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She’s too tired and sore to process what Samira is saying. “What? Then why have you been avoiding me since my first day?”
At this, Samira’s cheeks turn pink and she looks away from her. Trinity watches as several expressions make their way onto her face, unable to read any of them, until she settles with her bottom lip pulled between her teeth and turning white where she bites it. Trinity can’t look away.
“It had nothing to do with Langdon,” Samira repeats quietly. “And everything to do with Garcia.”
or, samira follows trinity to the roof after their shift.
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24 May 2026
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Everyone likes the new attending.
He’s charming. Funny. A good teacher.
Santos tells herself she’s imagining it—the lingering looks, the accidental touches, the way he always stands just a little too close.
Until other people start noticing too.
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- Part 7 of You're in my Spot
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15 May 2026
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After a night of drunken karaoke, Mel drags Trinity back to her empty apartment. Trinity tries to thank her with a kiss.
The Pitt Whump Week Day 7: All Alone
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11 May 2026
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Trinity Santos isn't good at relationships. With women, with God, with her family... and she's content as she is, really. Touch-starved and repulsed all at once, avoiding anything that might bring her pleasure, quietly resenting everything she loves. When an encounter with a religious patient has her rethinking what religion can be, she begins to wonder if there's something more for her than the life of numbness and isolation she's built.
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- Part 1 of Little Death
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06 May 2026
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short and unsweet post 2x04 Santos character exploration
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06 May 2026
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A triggering case sends Trinity into a tailspin. What the fuck is the point of it all if she can't save one little girl?
The Pitt Whump Week Day 1: "It should have been enough."
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03 May 2026
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can you teach me how to feel real? by trxnsmxxny for BerryliciousCheerio
Fandoms: The Pitt (TV)
07 Apr 2026
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(Does it count as self-harm if she’s not the one holding the knife? She asked for it, she’s letting it happen, wants it to happen, but this way she can pretend it’s out of her hands. Not something she’s doing to herself, not something she wants so badly she can feel the urge vibrating under the surface of her skin.)
Or: Yolanda indulges Trinity in a bad habit. They both wonder what it means.
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01 May 2026
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“Let me get this straight,” Santos says, flat and disbelieving. “No one you’ve fucked has ever made you come?”
Samira glares at her, flushed with embarrassment. “Say it a little louder, why don’t you? The people upstairs might not have heard.”
"Samira,” Santos says, shaking her head. “This is a crime that should earn your exes fifty to life, no parole. Getting you off would be a fucking privilege.” A beat, and then: “Shit, if you ever want a hand with that, you could just ask me.”
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30 Apr 2026
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the number of days i have wanted love (more than history) by possibilist
Fandoms: The Pitt (TV)
04 Jun 2026
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"'thank you for my first slumber party.'
samira is so close. trinity aches and wants and wanst and fucking wants, all the time, until it eats her from the inside out, rotten and wrong. but samira is so soft and lovely and trinity has let her in, and she's still in her bed, even in the dark. it's a young feeling, one trinity never really got to have, she'll realize belatedly, to have her heart race in her chest and her palms suddenly get sweaty: not the aniticipation of easy, meaningless sex, or even the thrill of flirting. trinty bring your palm to samira's jaw. 'can i kiss you?'
'yes,' samira says simply, a brief look of utter relief crossing her face that makes trinity smile as she leans forward and presses her lips against samira's. she tastes like wine and popcorn and spearmint toothpaste and trinity presses her knee between samira's legs. she feels a wound begin to close, somewhere deep inside her, as samira scrapes her teeth along trinity's bottom lip: still gentle, still kind. they kiss for a little bit more, then back up, rest their foreheads against each other."
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or: trinity & samira after season 2
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- Part 1 of to hold horizon in my palm
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29 Apr 2026
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realizing that mohantos is The ship actually
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Al-Hashimi laughed again, almost mockingly. The mean lilt of it was so far removed from the emotionless, hyper-professional image Santos had built of Al-Hashimi in her mind that it stunned her into silence.
"I'm afraid you may have misplaced your faith," Al-Hashimi bit back.
In a rundown diner at five o'clock in the morning on July 5th, Santos loses one hero and finds another.
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27 Apr 2026
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Twenty to thirty years. She had done the math in that courtroom and landed on thirty-seven and let herself exhale for the first time in years. She had been seventeen and wearing a blouse her mother had pressed the night before because her mother had needed something to do with her hands in the same way her Nanay was cooking all day, and she had sat in the second row and listened to the sentence and let the number settle over her like something solid. Like a foundation. Like something she could build on top of.
She was twenty-eight.
And he had been good.
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trinity's roommate moved out, her situation-ship is over, and her abuser was just released from prision.
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- Part 1 of growing sideways
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Garcia turns back around, hands full with several different items. She places them one by one on the bed next to Trinity.
A pair of leather handcuffs, a small paddle, a harness, and last, a dildo, just on the side of too big.
Trinity stares at the items, then glances back up at Garcia. Waiting.
Garcia meets her eyes, “Color?”
This is the most negotiation she’ll get.
If she says yellow, they’ll discuss. Maybe Garcia will put something back.
If she says red, they’ll all go back in the drawer.
She’ll be sent home.
“Green,” Trinity murmurs.
Garcia smirks, “Good,” she grabs the handcuffs, “Lay back.”
when yolanda calls, trinity comes (cums)
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16 Apr 2026
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Later, they’ll say it was shock. That’s why she didn’t react. They’ll call it a freak accident—bad luck on a difficult skill. The doctors will exchange careful looks when she asks how soon she can get back on the mat.
She’ll nod along. She’ll play her part.
But she’ll know the truth.
It wasn’t shock. It wasn’t an accident. She had prepared for the pain. She had made the choice.
And when the doctors tell her they can’t be sure if—or when—she’ll return to gymnastics, the breath she lets out isn’t from disappointment.
It’s from relief.—or: Trinity learns how to accept help after by fucking a lot of other stuff up
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- Part 1 of i keep myself standing in your flames.
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16 Apr 2026
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They made a monster of Medusa as well.
Hated how loud her trauma was.
Couldn't believe she had the audacity not to take it lying down.
They made a war-ground of her body so she made one of theirs.Samira and Trinity, and the events, the people, that shaped them.
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- Part 1 of Sum Of Our Parts
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14 Apr 2026
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i don't believe in god (but i believe that you're my savior) by sapphicbuckley
Fandoms: The Pitt (TV)
29 Mar 2026
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“You’ve seriously never done this before?” Samira asks, hands smoothing Victoria’s dark brown strands down. “I was under the impression that every Indian mom drilled this into their daughters.”
Victoria chuckles. “Really?”
“Yeah,” Samira says. “My mom used to insist on oiling my hair every single time I left the shower. Supposed to be…ritualistic. My friends used to always complain about their moms doing the same thing, how it was such a hassle. But I honestly find it relaxing now.”
Victoria smiles, looking down at the table. “I guess my mom didn’t have time for all of that.”
She didn’t consider me her daughter for a long time, she almost adds. But she doesn’t.Or: victoria stays over at samira's place, and they bare their souls to each other. as you do. written for day 1 of trans pitt week!
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14 Apr 2026
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“You called out my name."
Light pink blooms across Kylie’s pale cheeks, her shoulders rising to her ears in a bout of shyness. “I don’t know why. I’m sorry.”
Trinity’s heart clenches. God, she looks so small in that peds gown.
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12 Apr 2026