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  1. Public Bookmark 65

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    Feng Xin’s eyes flew open.

    Mu Qing was standing on Xie Lian’s other side, nose turned up in that usual disaffected way of his, and Feng Xin had never looked at that expression and felt relief before now. Because he was certain that moments ago, they had been on the battlefield, Mu Qing bloodied from wounds going limp in his arms, and—

    And then, like a dream, it ended.

    Was it a dream? None of it felt like one, but dreams were like that sometimes… never mind that he remembered feeling the heat of the flames, the grit of the battlefield, the smell of blood, all as if it was real.

    “What the fuck was that?” Feng Xin asked. To his embarrassment, his voice cracked when he spoke, and he hastily lifted a hand to check that there weren’t tears in the corners of his eyes.

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    Feng Xin is stuck in a Xianle War time loop, and Mu Qing keeps dying.

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    02 Apr 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 33

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    "It doesn't feel like me," Mu Qing says. "It's all so far away, and you...you...the way you are with him..."

    The way he is with Fu Yao? A hundred images come to Feng Xin at once. Them pleasuring each other, hands and mouths and bodies, the raw, filthy things they say to each other. The moments before that, brushing fingers over clothes, suggestive wordplay, a kiss that deepens slowly or suddenly. The time spent together even before those moments. Exploring the land side by side, sharing ideas to solve a problem, fighting together, depending on each other.

    Fu Yao is easier than Mu Qing.

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    28 Dec 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 19

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    Feng Xin and his starkiller grin barrel into his periphery. “And what about me?”

    Mu Qing hums, senselessly giddy. “What about you?” he says, and means, I will know you for as long as this earth spins. I will know you until the sun sleeps. I will know you even if you choose to forget me. I will know you as the soul knows life and the flower knows death and the heart knows emptiness. I will know you as love knows you.

    (Or, coming home.)

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    10 Dec 2025

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    A wager is struck at the last ‘Ju Yang’ temple: if, in a day, Feng Xin can convince his own priests to rededicate the temple to ‘Nan Yang’, then Mu Qing will serve as his deputy for ten nights.
    Mu Qing is certain he will not lose.

    And now here he is, spending his evenings as Fu Yao, taking on the tremendous task of being Feng Xin’s personal attendant. Little does he know that Feng Xin has dreams of serving his rival the very thing Mu Qing seems to be most invested in: Ju Yang, as much of it as he can take.

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    09 Dec 2025

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    Mu Qing is hit with sex pollen. Feng Xin helps him out.

    One of these things is true.

    “Gorgeous,” Feng Xin’s repeating, over and over. “You’re perfect. Never known someone to take my cock so well.”

    Mu Qing drags himself from his stupor. “What,” he gasps, “like it’s hard?”

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    07 Dec 2025