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  1. Public Bookmark 39

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    Instead of watching Benson walk to his death, Randy makes a different choice.

     

    Or: yet another Benson and Randy run away together to become fugitives story that no one asked for but we want more of.

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    21 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 51

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    “What… do I smell like?” Randy breathed.

    Benson’s lips twitched. His thumb stroked along Randy’s cheekbone.

    “You want me to be honest?”

    Randy nodded, too quickly, the motion dizzying.

    Benson took a slow breath in through his nose, eyes drifting over Randy’s flushed face.

    “Usually,” he murmured, voice softer than Randy had ever heard it, “You smell like lavender.”

    Randy’s breath caught.

    Benson’s hand slid from his temple to his jaw, thumb brushing along the hinge.

    “But right now…” Benson’s pupils spreading just a little. He swallowed, throat bobbing. “Right now you smell like slick.”

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    Or, Randy goes into his first heat while on the run with Benson.

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    21 May 2026

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    He stepped around the bench, allowing him to see more of the sub than he had before, confirming the presence of both a blindfold and gag, though sweaty curls sticking to his forehead had him thinking of Buck again.

    And even though the lighting wasn’t great, he still couldn’t stop his eyes from trying to see things that couldn’t be there—his mind had to be playing tricks on him. Because the more Eddie studied the guy, the more it felt like something had begun rotting inside him, souring his organs and poisoning him slowly.

    The blindfold hid a lot, and the dim, red glow didn’t allow him to see well, but the shape of his mouth, the blond fuzz on his jaw. Even his hair was similar…

    —or—

    The lawsuit is over, and Buck is back to work, which means Eddie is forced to face his feelings for the man. He's terrified by how much he loves him—as he doesn't want to be hurt again. And that fear manifests in anger, causing him to lash out with his words.

    Then after saying something particularly hurtful to Buck, he's back at a place he hasn't visited since he met Buck. But his night is cut short when he sees a sub's signal to stop being ignored—a sub that turns out to be Buck.

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    12 May 2026

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    "He knew this wouldn’t work, but he needed it to work this time. More than when he was in Nebraska, more than when he was homeless, because otherwise Trinity and his friends and Jack and Robby would know. They would find him in this cold, dark room and realize how weak he was."

    Or the Biological!Bdsm au that's been plaguing me with visions.

    (Formerly known as "BlueAngelBby passed their brainworms to me.)

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    12 May 2026

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    “Jackson.” God, even Diaz’s voice was gorgeous. Smoother and more addictive than the richest chocolate lava cake could even hope to be. What an asshole. Just showing up and being so…perfect. Like it was nothing. How dare he, actually? “Who’s the new guy?”

    “This is Buckley, number eight.” Billy reached up to clap Evan on the shoulder, “Our new running back from fucking Pennsylvania. Can you believe we’ve got a Yankee on our team?” The rest of the group laughed. Evan flushed, shifting his weight as Diaz’s mouth folded into a bitchy little moue of distaste he didn’t even bother to hide.

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    When the Buckleys have finally had enough of their son acting out for attention, they ship him off to a relative's El Paso ranch to force him to shape up. Working for his room and board is more exhausting than he could have imagined. Worse, when his work doesn't meet the impossible standards he doesn't get fed.

    Eddie's immediately has a soft spot for the new guy who had to transfer all the way across the country for his senior year. But it quickly becomes apparent that something is very wrong with Buck.

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    21 Apr 2026