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    Dennis became a doctor to help people, it was who he was. He expected exhaustion, difficult patients, and teasing from peers, but not the quiet pull toward his grieving senior, Dr. Robby. When a panic attack breaks Robby’s carefully kept distance, Dennis steps in without hesitation. But in the days that follow, what began as compassion starts to feel like something deepee, something Dennis never expected to find in the halls of The Pitt.

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    21 May 2026

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  2. Public Bookmark 38

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    He’d never planned to get as close as they did, but if Javier was being honest, he wanted John, too. He was just stupid enough to think he’d change for him. John ain’t even changing for the mother of his kid, but he thought that his relationship with John was unlike John and Abigail’s, like somehow this brotherhood of theirs would get him further than poor Abigail.

    Javier thought that that arrangement didn’t have to change anything in their friendship, that it was simply an addition to the side.

    How wrong was he. He should’ve known, in a world like theirs, that it would change everything.

     

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    Javier and John's friendship is in rough shape after a drunken mistake. Both of them try to navigate their feelings in a world unwelcoming of men like them.

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    05 May 2026

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  3. Public Bookmark 42

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    Javier gets along with most of the gang. Most. There’s a thorn in his side called John Marston, always picking at his patience and his nerves.

    Their mutual dislike is hard to miss and they get taken on adventures where they have to rely on each other to make it because what is that concept? Coming together under shared trauma.

    They guess that’s their fate - sharing trauma and finding out the hard way that they’re not so different after all.

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    14 Apr 2026

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  4. Public Bookmark 46

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    John is looking for a fresh start at life. He begins his journey by getting a job at a small, family-owned Mexican restaurant called Escuella's.

    Finally, a man comes to the door. “Can I help you?” he asks through the glass. John fumbles over his words. “Oh, yeah. Name’s John. John Marston.” The man opens the door, leaning against the frame. His expression seems amused as he eyes John up and down. He’s slightly shorter than John, but the way the man was eyeballing him made John feel small and nervous. “Ah, yes. The convicted felon.” John feels his face heat up at that. Shame. “Come on, then.” The man beckons John to follow him inside.

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    07 Apr 2026

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    slicedmayonaise my goat

  5. Public Bookmark 14

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    It would be easy. A squeeze, and the U.S. Government would have one of its prizes. Maybe Abigail and Jack would be one step closer to safety.
    But just as he steadied his aim, the quiet morning split.
    A shrill, tiny voice carried across the yard.
    “¡Papá!”

     

    Twelve years after the fall of the Van der Linde gang, John Marston tracks down Javier Escuella in Mexico to deliver him to the Pinkertons and secure his own family’s safety. What he doesn’t expect to find is Javier with a child— John’s daughter he never knew existed.

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    30 Mar 2026

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