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Oh. He’s ducking under the covers, under Ilya’s shirt, crawling up until he’s fully inside it—head pillowed safely on Ilya’s chest. The love that rushes through Ilya feels catastrophic, and he chokes with it. “Shane,” his voice trembles. Ilya pulls him closer, always closer. “Shane.”
Shane makes a high, soft noise in his throat, burrowing deeper into Ilya—almost like he’s trying to crawl inside Ilya’s body. Ilya would let him, if it were possible. Would carve out a place for Shane within himself, offer it with his bruised and bloody palms. Here, all of this—is for you. Shane makes that noise again—soft, pleading, like a whine—and Ilya succumbs, is helpless to.
He recognises it for the wordless plea it is, and gives Shane exactly what he wants. “Shanebug,” Ilya says softly, and Shane melts into his chest, every last string holding him up cut. “I love you.”
—a nickname, and all the love that comes with it.
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- Part 1 of darcy's hollanov fics
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29 May 2026
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He’s standing across from Ilya in his kitchen. Their feet are almost touching, Ilya’s in black socks that Shane also has multiple pairs of, Shane’s in his favourite soft striped ones. The rain is getting louder outside, moving from a drizzle to a downpour. And Ilya is looking at him like he loves him.
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02 May 2026
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Then, Ilya pulled away. Shane let his eyes flutter open.
He was met with hooded blue pearls. The Alpha’s pupils were blown wide, and Ilya was giving him a look. A look of… adoration, affection… a look of–
Ilya stared at Shane as if he were the Alpha’s mate.
And just as easily as he had let himself slip into a world of blissful nothingness, Shane’s entire world came crashing down.
His stomach churned, the color drained from his cheeks. His pupils shrunk back down and his last breath remained clogged in the depths of his drought of a throat. The Omega’s head was suddenly beaten to a pulp, his brain smoosh and his thoughts a whirlwind of regret. He was sinking, he was falling. He couldn’t– he said he wouldn’t. He promised himself–
No. No, this couldn’t be.
It was all going so fucking wrong.
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Shane accidentally goes into a panic heat and subdrop simultaneously after leaving Ilya on the couch
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26 Apr 2026
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one day i'll watch as you're leaving (and life will lose all its meaning) by hollidayparty
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
24 Mar 2026
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“You want to talk to people about me?” Shane asked quietly.
There was something small and confused in the question. But Ilya was still furious and raw.
“Well I would,” he sneered, “if there was anything about you that was fucking interesting to talk about! It would be nice to not be so fucking bored and miserable!”
The second the words left his mouth, he watched the pain roll across Shane's features like a thousand fractures shattering through glass.
Ilya had seen Shane nearly break ribs. He had seen him miss game-winning shots, take hits that left bruises blooming purple and black across his skin. He had never seen this.
Shane closed his eyes for a long moment. He shook his head slightly, a tiny movement, then nodded once as if agreeing with something only he could hear. His face twisted briefly with a fresh wave of pain before he forced it to still.
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What if Shane and Ilya don't make up so easily after the Boxing Day fight? The Centaur's plane never malfunctions, so Shane never proposes. Instead, Ilya gives him an ultimatum on coming out and going public. It backfires spectacularly.
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- Part 3 of hollanov longfics
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11 Apr 2026
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The most thoughtful and well loved version of both of these characters dealing with really heavy topics/emotions and thoughts.
GOD THIS IS SUCH A GOOD FIC I CRIED SO MUCH. TEARS OF SADNESS AND JOY. READ WHEN YOU WANT THE SLOWBURN ANGST BUT WITH HEAVY COMFORT AND HAPPY ENDING!!!!!