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“I mean, you— you say I’m perfect. That it’s, that everything we do together is… is perfect.”
“Yes, perfect,” Ilya says adamantly.
“Okay. But. I mean. I like feedback, you know. If there are things you haven’t said because you don’t want to hurt my feelings, you could say. If there’s any judgement of my technique, like, that you’ve been doing silently in your head.”
“I never judge you silently,” Ilya says. He pulls back a bit, twisting his neck so he can look Shane in the eye, frowning. “I judge you loudly. Is no fun if I don’t see your reaction.”
“Ha, ha.”
“Shane,” Ilya says. “Is this real worry you are having? I must know. You think I have… criticism of you, of sex with you? You think it is not perfect for me?”
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Shane and Ilya navigate their sexual relationship, now that they're finally a couple.
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17 Jun 2026
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honey, let's do it! by apricating
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 May 2026
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"As long as you want. It's your birthday after all."
"And what if you're, like, doing something?"
"Well, lyubov, I don't really have plans of doing anything except making it the best day ever," Ilya laughed. "But if I am busy... it doesn't matter. It's your gift – you get to decide when to use it."
"Oh," is all Shane said again.
Ilya's gift to Shane this year is himself. He really shouldn't have been so surprised that Shane would go above and beyond to make it his best birthday yet.
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16 Jun 2026
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“hungry?”
changbin smiles at chan’s question, but continues to stare down at his feet as if there’s anything of interest there. he’s processing everything too slowly. it must be the physical fatigue. they won, and he cares too much about it, and he doesn’t care at all because it’s not like it changed the trajectory of their lives. it was always move forward or nothing. it takes him a while to breathe out, “you’re too tired to cook.”
or: changbin struggles to elaborate his own feelings after winning the award they've been denied for years.
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14 Jun 2026
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at twenty-five, changbin's late, very late pre-heat comes with a rollercoaster of unexpected emotions and unwelcome symptoms. then, when the cycle actually hits, a breakdown brought on by his internalized misconceptions about subgenders.
through it all, chan tries to get to the bottom of what's happening to him, driven by long-hidden feelings - and finally he finds the way to relieve changbin's heart and body; to prove to him that between them, alpha, beta or omega doesn't change anything.
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11 Jun 2026
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Hyunjin and Changbin discuss the logistics of starting a family someday. It escalates.
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08 Jun 2026