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    It's been a couple of years since the tuna melt disaster of 2016. Shane and Ilya are together and Ilya is preparing for his move to Ottawa. Throughout it all, Ilya has been careful to not say Shane's name, to not chase him away again. So when it slips out during an intimate moment, Ilya spirals and Shane has to put the pieces together.

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    Just a little fix it fic. Shane doesn’t end up leaving Ilya’s house. Some things are the same/similar. This should basically fit in between tuna melts and Tampa Bay.

    Credit to Jacob Tierney/Rachel Reid where I’ve used dialogue direct from the show.

    "Looking at him now though, it was very clear that Shane definitely had absolutely no intention of staying. He didn’t even appear to be paying attention to his surroundings. He was focusing so hard on putting his own clothes back on and getting the hell out of there. He was reaching for his leather jacket now and Ilya was running out of time.”

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    "What are you doing here?"

    Ilya looks at him. Shane has not moved from the doorway. He has one hand still on the frame.

    "I don't know," Ilya says, which is the truest thing he has said in months.

    Shane makes a sound that isn't quite a laugh. "That's not—" He stops. Runs a hand over his face. "You can't be here, Ilya."

    The name. Again. Said almost like an accident.

    "Why are you here?" he asks instead of responding to that.

    Shane goes still.

    "This isn't your place," Ilya says. Carefully. "I mean, you don’t live here. You live somewhere else, a real one, nicer, bigger, or I don’t know because I have never been to it. So why are you in the fuck building at four in the morning?"

    Shane's jaw tightens. For a second Ilya thinks he won't answer, that he will turn and go back inside and this will be just another door between them and then Shane says, low and bitten-off: "I come here sometimes."

    "Why?"

    "You know why."

     

    Or, After Shane leaves Ilya in Boston, Ilya becomes a mess and Shane thinks he's ruined everything. They both seek each other silently until they cross paths again. Eventually, someone has to say something.

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    ilya feels it when shane slams a gloved palm onto the ice to stabilize himself, echoing an earthquake through ilya’s skates and up to his sternum. his heart clenches with every heaving breath shane takes, bloodstained petals pouring past his lips. he’s hurting, and the need to hold him burns through ilya’s veins.

    ilya was supposed to protect him, but he didn’t even see the hit, only the aftermath, just marly skating slowly away with terror on his face as the ice gets painted red.

    or: it's april 2017, and cliff marleau just checked shane hollander into the boards. he doesn't break his collarbone, but he does start coughing up petals. a post-tuna melt hanahaki au.

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    Ilya looked at his outstretched hand. How long had he been looking at the corner where Hollander disappeared? Balling his hand into a fist, he let out a bitter laugh.

    Fuck. What had he done?

    A canon-divergent turning point for the post-tuna melt scene. What if Shane didn't get into the taxi? What if he never made it past the front porch, and Ilya couldn't bring himself to ignore the pieces breaking right outside his door?

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