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    There's a terrible moment of silence once Chan finishes explaining their plan. Felix considers making a run for the door, but one of the members would probably tackle him first.

    “So we’re not going with my plan to call Dispatch and make out with one of my friends outside?” Changbin asks, pouting a little. “I have a make-out boy on speed dial.”

    “You still use speed dial?” Minho asks. “Are you my dongsaeng or what?”

    After agreeing to a company-mandated romantic relationship for the cameras, Felix is forced to reexamine some long-held beliefs about his feelings for Chan.

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    02 Nov 2022

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    changed my life. /gen 🥺

  2. Public Bookmark 13

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    Chan should have known something was wrong the moment Felix opened his mouth and suggested they go drinking. He should have caught on faster when he noticed Felix staring at him with hazy eyes, the alcohol clearly working its way through his system already, and he should have known what that strange, unknown expression on his face was.

    "I know, Hyung," Felix said listlessly. His eyes moved from the love hotel that they shouldn't be standing in front of and met Chan's own. He looked so… done. "I'm just as aware of the fact that this is a mistake as you are. But you know what? I've been thinking. And I… Hyung."

    Chan pressed his lips together. He shouldn't. They shouldn't even be here, shouldn't have come here.

    He should have known something was going to go wrong the moment Felix opened his mouth to say, "You're a mistake I wanna make."

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    16 Jan 2022

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    a beautiful masterpiece.

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    Felix’s eyes shined. He repeated, “I want you, hyung.”

    Chan full on belly laughed, making Felix grasp his shoulders for purchase. “What do you even mean, though?”

    Felix rolled his eyes, “I mean I want you, Chan hyung. Just to be with you.” He teased, “I thought even a genius leader like yourself could figure that out.”

    “Ouch,” Chan made an overexaggerated wince, scrunched up his forehead for dramatic effect. “You have me there, Lix.”

    The younger looked at him unreadably. “Do I?” Felix asked, perfect lips pouting.

    “Huh?”

    Felix smiled, and absentmindedly massaged Chan’s shoulders. Tiny fingers kneaded at the seams of his black hoodie. “Do I have you, hyung?”

     

    Or: 3 times Felix wants Chan, and 1 time Chan wants Felix.

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    27 Dec 2020

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    the most beautiful chanlix short fic i have ever read.

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    As much as he would like, epiphanies like the one Bang Chan had don’t just vanish, and they’re only the tip of the iceberg.

    (or where Chan needs to know why Felix isn't as touchy with him as he is with the other members)

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    20 Aug 2020

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    “mr. grey will you see now,” but it’s actually mr. bang this time.

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    13 May 2020