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  1. Public Bookmark 53

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    Oh, you would think your adolescent crushes hold no weight in your young adulthood, oh, you would think they are all the things of the past. Oh, you would think having a Mello from Death Note poster above your bed for the longest time among all the anime posters you’ve had (and Shota’s had a lot of anime posters hanging above his bed) would not imprint on your sexual preferences, and then one insignificant Saturday you see a guy that fully encompasses the concept of Mello and you think, fuck.

    or, the story of how Shota accidentally takes up smoking.

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    15 Apr 2026

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    The thing is, it never gets old. This, the job, the dancing in front of a cheering crowd, the recycled jokes for tv, the same expressions in rotation for photoshoots, none of it gets old for Jisung. Every time he comes back, he dances a little harder, practices a little longer, smiles a little wider. There’s nothing in the world he’d rather do than this, until he absolutely can’t anymore. And he’d always assumed the same applied to the people around him.

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    10 Apr 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 14

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    Seungmin hesitates for a moment, then asks, "Do you have lube?"

    Hyunjin doesn't say anything at first, too stunned.

    "That's what you want…right?" Seungmin questions, suddenly uncertain.

    Hyunjin snaps out of it and nods rapidly. "Yes! Please. Second drawer in my bedside table." Hyunjin pauses too, and makes sure to clarify: "Only if you want to."

    "I want to," Seungmin assures him, voice soft but full of conviction. He opens the drawer, pulls out the lube, and inspects the label.

    Hyunjin waits. Then he laughs. "Are you reading the directions?"

    "Yeah? I mean— it might— I don't know," Seungmin stammers.

    Hyunjin is so in love with him. He doesn't think he'll ever recover.

    OR: seungmin learns that love isn't perfect or harmless. love is choosing to try again and again and again.

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    11 Nov 2025

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    “Hyunjin?” Seungmin’s voice is soft.

    He takes off his sunglasses; now Hyunjin can see his eyes. Hyunjin has always liked Seungmin’s eyes, how sincere his gaze is.

    Hyunjin is frozen. “Do you want a different server?”

    And here, Seungmin’s mouth flattens into a frown. “No,” he snaps, harsh. “I’m a normal paying customer. Treat me the way you’d treat anyone else.”

    [Hyunjin is a part-time waiter; Seungmin is an idol. Seven years later, they meet again on a Wednesday at the Nine & Dine.]

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    29 Oct 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 65

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    Seungmin’s eyebrows rise. “You’re not wearing blockers?”

    Hyunjin’s cheeks turn a light shade of pink. He avoids Seungmin’s eyes even as his hand comes up to cup the side of his neck. His very bare neck. “I forgot.”

    “Liar,” Seungmin says with a deep, almost vicious satisfaction. “Attention whore.”

    Muffled around a mouthful of food, Changbin pipes up right on schedule, “Hyunjinnie’s too pretty not to pay attention to.”

    or: Seungmin wants to bite, Hyunjin wants attention and Changbin just wants to work out in peace.

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    02 Oct 2025