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    The realization of how desperately Felix wants to see Sylvain in this moment, right now, as he's bruising his shoulder against yet another unmovable door, how much he needs to find him breathing, needs to find him here, needs to find him unburied, hammers at the walls of Felix's awareness like it means to break them. He's been ignoring for months now, with wild success, the incoming sucker punch that is the magnitude of Sylvain’s importance to him. If he never had time for it at the Academy, he certainly didn't have time for it at war. Edelgard and her armies were bearing down. He would deal with it later. Tomorrow. Soon.

    It's now.

    (After the taking of Fhirdiad, Felix can't find Sylvain.)

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    15 Jun 2026

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    “Not without me,” Sylvain says quietly. “Don’t go where I can’t follow, Felix.”
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    10 Jun 2026

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    “And you?” Sylvain asked, light in the air, heavy on his tongue. “Do I have your respect, Felix?”

    “Sometimes I think you jeopardize it for fun.”

    Sylvain’s turn to sigh. “Can’t we ever just have a regular hello, Felix dear? Hello,” he said in demonstration, “I’m terribly fucking glad to see you.”

    It takes Sylvain and Felix half the war to get on the same page.

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    10 Jun 2026

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    It was times like these when Felix almost preferred Dimitri to accompany him to the baths. At least Dimitri knew better than to annoy him when he was at his most vulnerable. Felix’s silence would have gone unnoticed, accepted even, but Sylvain was unfortunately well-versed in Felix’s non-verbal language.

    “You’ve jerked off, haven’t you?” Sylvain asked a few moments later, curious.

    “I’m not talking about this with you,” Felix replied tersely, dumping a basin of water over his head.

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    Sylvain teaches Felix about sex.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    At first, Aphelios had just wanted information. And Sett was willing to give that in return for a fight in The Pit. And after he got what he wanted, Sett assumed that was it.

    But then Aphelios returned. And very quickly, they fell into a routine. A pattern of Sett waiting and Aphelios returning. And at first, it had just been a physical release.

    But Sett was only a man. A man with a heart that loved far too easily.

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    26 Apr 2026