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only know you love her when you let her go. by clownforcrown
Fandoms: Jane the Virgin (TV)
26 Jul 2019
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Luisa goes to the spot where Rose's ashes were scattered. She gives her own small goodbye, and says some things that she never got to say in person. OUCH
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Luisa had to watch the only woman she ever truly loved, lay lifeless in front of her. She won't let herself fall apart, though. She does, however, need some way to keep the memory from fading. The heartbreak may never go away, just like the symbol of their love, forever carved into Luisa's skin.
-Takes place mid-season 2.
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"Shit, I- I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. I don't know why I did that," Javadi let out an involuntary laugh, hysteria creeping on top of delirium. "I don't- I never- I shouldn't have done that. I'm sorry." Javadi moved to get up, frantically picking up her things and masterfully avoiding looking at the woman she definitely should not have kissed. She felt hot tears streak down her cheeks as she practically bounded to the door.
"Victoria," She heard McKay say over her shoulder. Javadi paused, but didn't look over, hand still on the door. "Not here, okay?"
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How far can casual go before crossing into something more?
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27 Jun 2026
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“Happy Birthday sweetheart.” She says it easily, just like she does in the ER, but something about the way she says it out here in the real world makes Victoria feel giddy.
“Thank you for coming.” She says, speaking up as the bar grows louder. “I’m sorry if it's hard to be here.” The older woman shakes her head at that.
“You don’t need to apologize for my life choices, I’m okay. Might not stay too long…”
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06 Jun 2026
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“Victoria…” Cassie says, and it sounds like the softest, tenderest scolding of Victoria’s life.
“I just… I wish she loved me,” she lets out quietly.
______Or, Victoria’s mother finds her journal.
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05 Jun 2026
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five times Cassie McKay and Victoria Javadi almost kiss--and one time they finally do. Between supply closets, empty patient rooms, empty parking garages, something keeps getting in the way.
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05 Jun 2026
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Victoria hates her birthday.
She hasn’t had a reason to like it since she was very young. But tonight, she’s out and dancing and having fun. And despite the fact that she invited her, she hadn’t been expecting the subject of all her filthiest fantasies and deepest desires to be standing across the club, watching her.
Cassie Mckay.
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Victoria gets everything she’s ever dreamed of for her birthday.
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05 Jun 2026