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    Scarab's job at the office can be excruciating at times. Thankfully, his boyfriend is just a few floors down, and is always willing to help him work off that pent up frustration.

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    03 Nov 2023

  2. Public Bookmark 38

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    Business student Scarab joins the university's creative writing club in order to get a scholarship for senior year, with the singular goal of letting it interfere with his studies as little as possible. Unfortunately for him, the groups coordinator, Prismo, is really distracting.

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    23 Oct 2023

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    “My mere presence didn’t make a difference, and neither did my work ethic, no matter how hard I tried to be good enough, but you were the entire Universe just for existing, and I wanted to be wanted even half as much,” the smaller shadow admits, voice trembling, uncharacteristically feeble. The confession seems to echo around them in the Time Room, thundering.

    Prismo swallows thickly, the vile blackness of guilt twisting somewhere deep inside of him, lodging itself sharply like a knife being dug into flesh.

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    22 Oct 2023

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    Two of Swords means difficulty is choices and indecision. This didn't exactly make sense… Since he was the one drunk, making a choice wouldn't be that difficult, or anyone drunk that's why it's easier to convince and manipulate people that way. So this card didn't particularly apply to him, but to someone else. Someone sober.

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    Jimmy is drunk and he confesses. Robert isn't.

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    12 May 2023

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    A few tears must have slipped out because Robert cups the sides of Jimmy’s face and brushes his thumbs under his eyes, catching the tears
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    “No no no, none of that, tell me what’s wrong,” Robert coaxes.

    And something in Jimmy cracks. He has never been treated like this. Nobody has seen him at his worst, in those terrible moments when he’s out of control and loses himself and isn’t presenting that façade that everyone seems to want and has stuck around and still looked at him like that before. And his heart hurts with how much gratitude and affection and love he feels for Robert.

    And that scares Jimmy so fucking much. Because he absolutely cannot go falling in love with his bandmate. He cannot do this because it is only going to set Jimmy up for hurt. And the rational part of him knows that. The rational part knows that he’s already let himself get too attached and let down too many of his protective walls and let Robert get too close to him. He’s let himself get to the point where he needs Robert. And he knows that the only way this could end is excruciating hurt.

    alternatively, what came out of a random prompt generator that suggested three prompts: breakdown, doctor's check-up, and first kiss

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    01 May 2023