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    The first sound Ilya hears is a thin, discordant symphony of beeps and whirs. Something vibrating. 

    The next thing he hears is…wet. A sort of shaking, gargling sound, that feels like the ugliest crying he’s ever heard. And through it, Shane’s voice. 

    “I’m with him now, mom. He’s— he’s not fine. He’s not. I know—”

    Ilya wants to ask who's not fine, but he can’t feel his own body, his mouth, enough to ask.

    “Yeah,” Shane is saying, only slightly calmer. “I know. He wasn’t breathing—"

    Ilya knows there's a link, between the clinical musicality of medical settings, Shane’s audible, awful distress, and his own physical incapacity. It’s just, it’s so tenuous, and the air around him is so thick, so heavy. It would be easy, to sleep, a little. 

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    Footage of the last game between Ottawa and Montreal is everywhere; it’s breached containment from the sports world, and now it seems like everyone is baying for Montreal’s blood. Except, Ilya is oblivious. Not exactly blissfully so, but as the fight for accountability within the league rages on without him, Ilya just wants someone, anyone, to tell him what happened.

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    06 Jun 2026

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    thisbs so good i loved it do much

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    Hayden Pike: Fuck you??
    Again who the hell are you.

    Unknown Number: relax
    shane says you know about me
    this is lie?

    Hayden Pike: I know about who?

    Unknown Number: he says you are so nosy and always ask about me and do not leave him alone
    now you have honor of talking to me and u will not even appreciate it
    maybe i will not text you then goodbye

    Hayden Pike: HOLY SHIT?
    Boston Lily? Are you serious?

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    or Ilya steals Hayden's number off of Shane's phone "in case of emergency". Hayden starts to figure out why exactly Shane has kept this apparent not-relationship a secret from him, maybe he'll find out a little too much. And so will everyone else 😉

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    06 Jun 2026

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    Lily Hollander
    @hollalily81

    It has been 28 days 17 hours and 35 minutes since I last kissed @ShaneHollanderHockeyPlayer

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    My take on Ilya having a Boston Lily twit account

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    05 Jun 2026

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    The winner’s room is built for alphas and omegas, for something clean and controlled, for a clear outcome that burns off fast and doesn’t linger. Not for two alphas. Not for the kind of tension that doesn’t break, not for a stalemate that doesn’t resolve cleanly, no matter who wins.

    The first time, Ilya Rozanov ignored that entirely and chose Shane Hollander anyway. Like he wanted the fight more than the release, like he knew exactly what he was starting.

    Shane’s been thinking about it longer than he wants to admit. Now he’s the one who’s won. The room is his. The rules are his.

    Payback is going to feel so damn good.

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    04 Jun 2026

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