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    Rozanov carefully inspects it, traces the scar tissue with the tips of his fingers.

    "You cut yourself," he says simply, doesn't even say it to Shane, eyes still transfixed onto the skin.

    or, early hollanov talk self harm scars

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    26 Mar 2026

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    this actually felt like it was personally speaking to me at 10 and 13 and such so thanks boo you made me sad but it was worth it to read this

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    Whitaker quits smoking, gets a shiner by the ambulance bay, and falls in love with his attending. Not exactly in that order.

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    28 Apr 2026

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    get some ethel cain crush stripped up in here hehe

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    Travis used to hate Javi's silences.

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    18 May 2026

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    He was smiling to himself, eyes still closed, and Sirius hadn't known at the time - but by Fifth Year would realise well enough - where this Remus had come from. He was always a little wild, somehow both impossibly distant and blindingly, achingly present, all at once, and in the beginning Sirius had ascribed it entirely to Remus's own innate nature or some sort of slight chemical neurodivergence that made him just a little bit more than the rest of them; a little bit magic, a little bit mad. Freer than the others. A tempest in an otherwise still ocean.

    The boys at boarding school, told in libraries and cloisters and too much alcohol and the way Remus thinks none of it matters, anyway.

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    27 Apr 2026

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    “They’re… chaos,” Remus said firmly. “And chaos is—”
    “Rock and roll.”
    He looked at Sirius sharply, and for once, matched his grin. “Yeah.”
    “Maybe that’s my excuse then,” Sirius said. “I cause a bit of chaos now, and maybe one day, it’ll turn into rock and roll.”

    After losing his mother at age eleven, Remus has spent the better part of the last four years bouncing from school to school or else running around London and pretending as though he wasn't the kind of well-bred boy his father brought him up to be. Now, with his chances all run out, Remus is sent to Hawkings Independent School as a last-ditch effort to clean up his act. There he meets the very people who will set up the rest of his life, and is forced to confront the pieces of himself he'd long thought had been lost.

    (genuinely not apologising for the slow-burn in this fic anymore. You've been warned <3)

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    11 Oct 2025

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    I read this in 5 days. I love it when they do drugs, it truely encapsulates the teenge experiance. Also I capital L Love regulus in this.