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  1. Public Bookmark 2929

    Mystery Work

    Part of AZRAELRIEGO
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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    16 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Amazing AU.

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    2014: Ilya Rozanov shocks the world and breaks Shane Hollander’s heart by disappearing without explanation, and without a goodbye kiss.

    2024: A devastating injury forces Shane to retire early, so he moves to a small town to coach girls hockey and figure out what the hell to do with the rest of his life.

    When recently divorced Ilya Rozanov walks into the rink with his twin girls, Shane has to decide if he’s brave enough to risk a second chance on a broken heart, and a rekindled romance with the first and only boy he ever loved.

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    “So.” Ilya cleared his throat. “Should we tell the girls their Papa and their coach used to date?”

    “We didn’t date. We hooked up a few times, then you disappeared.” Shane looked away to hide his heartbreak as he lied, “It doesn’t even matter. It’s not like I loved you or anything.”

    “No, of course not.” Ilya tried to smile through a lie of his own, “I didn’t love you either.”

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    04 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Not a quick fix, amazing emotional depth.

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    Far from Aurelion, ships move quietly, and space hears every word. The Ottawa heads for the border sector—where routes are unstable, beacons drown out transmissions, and decisions are made faster than the heart can catch up.
    Shane Hollander joins the crew led by Ilya Rozanov—precise, calm, and difficult.
    Two years in the narrow space of a ship.
    Work you can’t run from.
    And closeness you can’t escape.

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    27 Apr 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Wow.

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    Shane has been missing for a long, long time.

    Or: Ilya goes on a road trip. Somewhere along the way, he finds himself again.

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    15 Feb 2026

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    I’ve never sobbed over a story more. Phenomenal.

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    This has an MCD—but I promise I would never let them die in vain. I believe that beauty can be born from tragedy, and this story comes with the promise of a happy ending.

    If you can’t put your faith in me, please put your faith in them:

    “This was, hands down, the most heartbreaking, soul destroying, gut wrenching piece of writing, that is also simultaneously breathtakingly beautiful, to possibly ever exist.”

    “Your views on life that you able to impart on your world is also incredible, with some of them making me stop and genuinely consider.”

    “The way I look at life and love and endings...you changed that for me.”

    “This story is so steady and comforting, even through the pain because you face it head-on, without flinching, with love and care and a gentle hand.”

    “It is a beautiful and honest portrayal of how they cherish every moment, and make the most of every day.”

    “I feel this story, with all its iterations, is inherently human. And that touches people who yearn for this kind of connection and family.”

    “So many words in this story have comforted me, and honestly I don't think there are any words that could describe how much this story has helped me.”

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    06 Mar 2026