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    We follow Jamie, a young trans boy, in his various sexual escapades, including being groomed and abused by several people in his life. There is eventually some character growth and a happy ending, but mostly this is just self indulgent smut about a horny gay boy who's trying to make it though his rough life. Take any "meaning of the story" bunk with a grain of salt and enjoy the ride.

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    11 Oct 2025

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    ‘Blood?’ Eddie says again.

    Eyes black but for the slice of iridescent white in the centre. His teeth are sharp, his hands are weapons and Steve thinks maybe he’s made a mistake doing this without telling Eddie first. Eddie’s focus lowers, it moves to his left hand which is…

    Oh fuck.

    It’s dripping blood onto the floor.

    ‘Shit,’ Steve says, takes a single step back, swallows. ‘Eddie, I’m so sorry, fuck.’

    Eddie can’t seem to look away, can’t bring his ethereal gaze back up where it belongs. Steve thinks he should run, he should flee. A tiny part of him knows Eddie will chase him. Eddie will catch him, outrun him easily.

    It's more than a little fucked up how that thrills him.

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    16 Oct 2022

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    The worst thing is: Charlie can’t hate Imogen. She is compassionate and smart, and she clearly adores everything about Nick.

    She looks at him like he is the sun, and he looks at her like she’s the moon. And, without the sun and the moon, there is no day and night. And, without day and night, there is no light and dark. And, without light and dark, there is only an abyss. There is no balance. The world has no function.

    And, it's not her fault that him, Charlie Spring, is hopelessly and undeniably in love with his best friend, Nick Nelson, who is in a four-year-long committed relationship.

    or, the one where Charlie loves Nick, but Nick loves Imogen, or so he thinks.

    *inspired by heather by conan gray*

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    28 Jul 2022