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  1. Public Bookmark 20

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    5 times Shane and Ilya take care of each other in hardships and +1 time they take care of each other in times of fun

    1. Ilya has a rough depressive episode
    2. Shane has a rough OCD episode
    3. Ilya broke his arm and is in a sling. He hates help.
    4. Shane has an autistic meltdown.
    5. Ilya comes home hammered, triggered, and scared
    6. Shane wants to get high. Little does he know it's his best medicine. Ilya thinks it's his, too.

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    Chapters:
    1/6
    Comments:
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    Kudos:
    47
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    27 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark *

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    Two years after their divorce, Shane and Ilya have learned how to move around each other carefully through custody schedules, Friday dinners, and the quiet understanding that loving each other was never the thing that broke them apart.

    But somewhere between a color-coded Tokyo itinerary, sleepy children curled against their shoulders, and the unbearable familiarity of still being a family together, Shane begins to realize something terrifying:

    maybe they are just two slow dancers, still somehow moving toward each other after all this time.

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    53,822
    Chapters:
    9/?
    Comments:
    133
    Kudos:
    276
    Bookmarks:
    110
    Hits:
    9,032

    26 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 26

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    “And do you know who this is?”

    The question struck Shane as so ridiculous that he almost laughed.

    “Unfortunately, yes.”

    The nurse smiled politely.

    “What is his name?”

    “Ilya Rozanov.”

    “And what’s his relationship to you?”

    The answer came immediately, unfiltered. There wasn’t even a moment’s hesitation. “He’s my rival.”

    The silence that followed was so abrupt it felt physical.

    or, Shane’s in an accident and forgets two years. Ilya becomes the only keeper of a history they used to share.

    Language:
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    Words:
    33,402
    Chapters:
    7/12
    Comments:
    19
    Kudos:
    57
    Bookmarks:
    26
    Hits:
    1,934

    22 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 49

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    After an argument with their daughter, Shane feels like a failure of a father. Ilya is there to comfort him, and remind everyone who the fuck Shane is. Ilya's husband, first and foremost, that is.

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    Words:
    1,684
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    20
    Kudos:
    389
    Bookmarks:
    49
    Hits:
    4,667

    22 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 4

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    Shane is not tired. (Shane is really tired but won’t admit it)

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    Words:
    488
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    6
    Kudos:
    84
    Bookmarks:
    4
    Hits:
    1,089

    19 Jun 2026

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    Ten years ago, Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov were the two most ruthless students at University of Michigan Law School. Brilliant, combative, and incapable of staying away from each other, they spent three years trying to out-argue, outmaneuver, and outlast one another in lecture halls, libraries, and the privacy of Shane’s apartment. Somewhere between the rivalry and the obsession, they fell disastrously in love.

    And then it ended horribly.

    Now, a decade later, Shane is a partner at a big-time law firm in Montreal and Ilya is the star attorney in Boston who sticks up for the little guy, and they have been hired to fight on opposite sides of a heated civil trial. The case is supposed to be standard, easy, simple. Instead, it becomes a slow-motion collision with everything they spent ten years trying to bury. In court, the burden of proof is everything. As the trial drags on and old wounds reopen, Shane and Ilya are forced to confront the question they never answered the first time around. Can they prove to themselves that what they had is truly over, or has the verdict already been waiting for them all along?

    Language:
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    39,481
    Chapters:
    8/18
    Comments:
    183
    Kudos:
    154
    Bookmarks:
    116
    Hits:
    5,055

    17 Jun 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 40

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    Shane Hollander is an architecture student working at the campus café. Ilya Rozanov is captain of McGill's Hockey team. The first time Ilya sees Shane he becomes obsessed with those damn freckles, and flirts with him, confident it will all go his way. When it doesn't, he enlists Hayden (Shane's co-worker) in his scheme to make Shane notice and like him. However, Shane's aversion to all things hockey is going to make things difficult - once upon a time, Shane had been obsessed with hockey, but something had happened in high school, something that not even his best friend and roommate Harris knows about.

    But Ilya Rozanov is nothing if not persistent.

    or

    Slow-burn college romance, with a shy Shane and and a determined Ilya. Expect misunderstandings, Ilya being stupidly in love with Shane, and Shane learning how to be loved again.

    Language:
    English
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    13,321
    Chapters:
    5/?
    Comments:
    29
    Kudos:
    112
    Bookmarks:
    40
    Hits:
    2,283

    14 Jun 2026

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    14 Jun 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 59

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    There were many reasons this could’ve happened; that it would have happened eventually, no matter if Shane had done everything the way he should’ve. Which he did. It still remained inevitable. The same way his knees buckling down to the tiles was fate. An unfortunate consequence to existing in this body, in his body.

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    It’s Shane Hollander’s first season with the centaurs so of course things are different. He’s nervous, he’s neurodivergent but he’s also got a little something called POTs syndrome. Shane navigates his chronic illness in secret, but he can’t stay hidden for ever. What happens when a major athlete has a flare up? How long can he stay in survival mode?

    Language:
    English
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    2,148
    Chapters:
    2/?
    Comments:
    36
    Kudos:
    270
    Bookmarks:
    59
    Hits:
    5,194

    13 Jun 2026

  10. Public Bookmark *

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    Shane Hollander Rozanov is many things: a devoted father, a loving husband, and currently, a pregnant omega stranded in a restaurant with his three-year-old daughter because nobody believes he's married to the owner.

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    Chapters:
    2/2
    Comments:
    279
    Kudos:
    7,704
    Bookmarks:
    1,294
    Hits:
    82,755

    11 Jun 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 43

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    Shane Hollander is the captain of his hockey team and is a “Virgin Mary”. Ilya rozanov is alternate captain and sleeps around any time he gets. And one bet later they end up falling into each others lives like they had been there forever.
    Until 4 months later Shane finds out it was al a lie. He'd never felt so betrayed.

    OR

    Ilya rozanov gets betted to turn Hollander gay and make him catch feelings, not knowing he’d be $1000 richer and have to fix something he’d knowingly fucked for himself.

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    Chapters:
    4/?
    Comments:
    30
    Kudos:
    78
    Bookmarks:
    43
    Hits:
    2,628

    08 Jun 2026

  12. Public Bookmark *

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    The room moves around him, nurses in and out to check on his progress and remove his IV. A new doctor comes in with discharge papers, instructions about PT that Hollander studiously writes down. Ilya lets himself be moved and nods when it seems appropriate. But he hears none of it. The blood rushes through his ears and one word echoes in his chest over and over again. Husband.

    In 2025, Ilya suffers a hit on the ice and wakes up in the hospital. Shane Hollander is there, holding his hand. But the last thing Ilya remembers is a tuna melt (aaaaaaand Rose Landry).

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    33,620
    Chapters:
    8/?
    Collections:
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    Comments:
    572
    Kudos:
    1,610
    Bookmarks:
    478
    Hits:
    31,520

    08 Jun 2026

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    Shane is conscious for the entire crash. That doesn’t mean he remembers it.

    The brain has a funny way of blocking out trauma like this, of shielding the body from things that would hurt it to remember. But Shane’s ears are still ringing with the sounds of metal crunching and tires screeching, even if there’s a large blank space in his head where the memory should be. The crash was a blur, a blink. Terribly long and then suddenly over, a heavy silence now descending over the eerie stillness.

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    A week after returning from their honeymoon, Shane gets in a car accident that threatens the future he and Ilya so painstakingly fought to build.

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    10/12
    Comments:
    782
    Kudos:
    3,437
    Bookmarks:
    1,419
    Hits:
    119,844

    07 Jun 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 11

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    At the cottage, Ilya revels in the fact that he can simply hold Shane and sleep with him through the night now that they have admitted their feelings to each other.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    1
    Kudos:
    118
    Bookmarks:
    11
    Hits:
    2,043

    07 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander is the guy standing beside every wedding, delivering every speech, and fixing every crisis. He’s indispensable to everyone else’s happiness… except no one ever really asks what he wants for his own.

    Until Ilya Rozanov, a cynical journalist with a dismissive view of marriage and everything it represents, crosses paths with Shane and decides to use his life as the subject of a feature on the “eternal best man,” a stepping stone toward more serious journalistic work, without Shane ever suspecting his intentions.

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    4/9
    Comments:
    129
    Kudos:
    576
    Bookmarks:
    346
    Hits:
    29,227

    06 Jun 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 5

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    “There were two, and then there were none.”

    It all started about 6 months ago, before everything started going downhill; Before they had to prepare to say goodbye.

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    Shane Hollander gets lung cancer, Ilya's mental health gets bad again and Shane dies. but that's not how their story ends, It's how it begins.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    5,472
    Chapters:
    2/?
    Comments:
    5
    Kudos:
    34
    Bookmarks:
    5
    Hits:
    842

    06 Jun 2026

  17. Public Bookmark *

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    Pop star Shane Hollander is no stranger to crowds and success, but when an anonymous gunman at a press appearance threatens his life, the safety of his upcoming tour is called into question. Desperate to keep their cash cow not only safe, but happy, League Records hires former Spetsnaz operative Ilya Rozanov to provide 24/7 personal security for Shane. As the two spend time together, Shane Hollander realizes that the real threat to his life, to his career, is his own heart...and the way that he feels for the very man he is depending on to keep him safe.

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    Language:
    English
    Words:
    86,809
    Chapters:
    21/21
    Comments:
    1,444
    Kudos:
    7,530
    Bookmarks:
    3,052
    Hits:
    250,905

    06 Jun 2026

  18. Public Bookmark *

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    Shane receives a life-altering diagnosis.

    Language:
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    Words:
    46,152
    Chapters:
    9/?
    Comments:
    139
    Kudos:
    1,130
    Bookmarks:
    384
    Hits:
    39,876

    06 Jun 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 68

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    Just a few times Yuna saw Ilya love her son quietly, out loud.

    Language:
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    Words:
    3,410
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    6
    Kudos:
    394
    Bookmarks:
    68
    Hits:
    5,875

    30 May 2026

  20. This has been deleted, sorry!

    27 May 2026

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