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  1. Public Bookmark 17

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    Absent father, neglectful mother, but the brother’s there: fathering, mothering, even when he’d rather not, even when he’s had enough, choking on the mouthfuls of responsibility, his throat working around it in painful swallows, worse than medicine, worse than the burning sting of skunky shitty beer. But, he soldiers through, because that’s what a parent does.

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    Or, Andrew suspects Ashley's hiding something from him and he loses his shit.

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    03 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 78

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    It’s all smoke and mirrors—illusions and tricks that he sells to the world like some sort of fucked up magician. Or a con artist—Andrew thinks that’s a more apt comparison. He’s good at it, too.

    Pretending came as naturally as breathing at this point. He can be anything that anyone wants him to be, even if he would love nothing more than to take a bat to the back of their skull and bash their fucking brains in until their face remained nothing but an unrecognizable red mush. They’d never know.

    He’s that good.

    Andrew knows the rot is there, though. He can always feel it—sloshing around in his insides like thick black sludge. Not quite like a tar pit, but something close to one. It builds in his lungs like the smoke that he blackens them with until he is choking on it, until he feels like it’s going to explode out of his fucking chest. Those days are the worst, when it’s nearly impossible to keep it together, when the staples holding his chest together burst apart and the festering rot pours out.

    Ashley is always harder to ignore on those days. 

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    02 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 73

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    Ashley gestures towards the TV screen, with a wave of her hand, “I mean — all that. The moaning. The panting and all that squirming. Movies makes it seem like fucking yourself is the best thing ever but every time I’ve tried has been pretty lame. Nothing like that—,” she nods towards the female character who is currently having a massive orgasm, “—has ever happened.”

    Andrew stares at her.

    And stares.

    And stares.

    And then stares some more for good measure.

    He’s pretty sure she just broke his brain, because he can’t really think of anything but the insane shit that had just come out of her mouth so casually. Is she totally socially inept? Didn’t she know she isn’t supposed to bring up how she masturbated to her fucking brother?

    “That’s nice,” is what Andrew should say before swiftly changing the subject like a steering wheel being jerked abruptly to avoid a crash. He shouldn’t laugh or try to joke, as that might encourage her to continue. He should just turn the entire fucking movie off and go to bed, in fact.

    “You’ve never come before?” He opts for the head-on collision instead.

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    02 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 30

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    When Cartman starts dieting, Kyle tries to be supportive. But the more weight Cartman gains, the guiltier Kyle feels. Because the truth is, he doesn’t want Cartman to lose a single pound.

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    20 Mar 2026

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    An innocent evening of breaking and entering ends in disaster for Eric Cartman.

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    20 Mar 2026