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After six months of BDSM training with Master John, it is time for Slave to begin learning just how sadistic and cruel her Master can be. Master John will be turning his slave girl into the desperate pain slave of his dreams, an object that exists to suffer for him.
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- Part 1 of Training a Desperate Pain Slave
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Cum Rag's Collaring Day 1: The Power of Screaming by downerdebbie
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19 Oct 2025
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Cum Rag is a slave who has been devoted to serving her Master for the last two months. But as her training is completed, she is offered the choice to become a collared Slave who will spend her days completely at the mercy of her Master. If she agrees, this will put an end to their lighter dynamic and show Slave just how sadistic her Master can be. And once he has her agreement, Master knows exactly how he plans on breaking Cum Rag and teaching her an important first lesson.
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“Did I do something wrong?”
“No. No, Hollander,” Ilya coughed, eyes flitting around the room. “Is just– Is too much.”
“This is… too much?” Shane repeated slowly, incredulously. “We see each other maybe once a month. Less, even.”
“No. Is not that– You are just,” Ilya swore under his breath in Russian. His accent was getting thicker, the words clunkier, in the way it always got stronger when he was frustrated or tired. Shane hated himself for recognizing it. “...too much.”
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In the Heated Rivalry book, Ilya intends to break things off with Shane the night of the All-Star Game, but then Shane gets hurt. What if Shane never gets injured by Marlow, and Ilya really does break things off?
(Basically, a shit ton of angst and Shane Hollander learning to love himself. There will be a happy ending!)
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21 Jan 2026
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After a rookie from the States has a lot to say about his newly public relationship with their captain, Shane loses control and starts a fight on the ice. Ilya takes it into his own hands to punish him for it.
Or: Ilya spanks Shane for the first time for fighting, then has to leave, causing Shane to experience subdrop for the first time.
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- Part 3 of Hollanov
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12 Dec 2025
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i clutched your arms (like stairway railings). by Joooceee
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 Dec 2025
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He was alone because Ilya had left because Ilya always had to leave. [...] He felt horrible. Ilya had left. Maybe Shane hadn’t been good enough? No, he would’ve left anyway. He always left.
But maybe he would’ve stayed a little longer if Shane had been better? Maybe if he’d been better, used more of those tricks he’d been trying to learn, he wouldn’t have left so soon. Maybe he would’ve wanted to stay like Shane wanted him to stay. Would’ve wanted to hold him like Shane wanted to ask him to do. Maybe Shane wouldn’t be trapped in this cavernous space between worlds, feeling like he was free-falling, searching for the path out of this emptiness.
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Shane experiences sub-drop for the first time. Ilya holds him through it.
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12 Dec 2025
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but I am a good dog running halfway home by Anonymous
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
13 Dec 2025
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The morning after Shane's heat breaks, he wakes up in an empty bed with a deep, throbbing mark on his neck and a text on his phone from Ilya that says, I am sorry. We should break the bond.
Or, a bite in Vegas ruins everything, for a while.
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11 Dec 2025
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This Dream And You by Franks22
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
06 Dec 2025
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Shane’s ready to finally put his foot down and call an end to the years-long situation he’s found himself with Ilya Rozanov.
It’s not fair to Ilya, for Shane to harbour feelings for him in secret, to want more than what’s being willingly offered.
And it’s not fair to Shane either, to have these precious moments with the man he wants so much more from, knowing that at the end of the night, he’ll be returning to his hotel room alone, only the occasional text to tide him over until the next time they meet.
But fate has other plans in mind, and Shane has to decide for himself whether he’s willing to fight for what he wants.
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10 Dec 2025