dromedarian

Digital art rendering of me in a watercolor style, with deer ears and antlers and a crescent moon behind me



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    “What’s this?” Ed says, and tilts the mug towards his eyeline. He’s been doing a good job, so far, of looking everywhere except at Stede.

    “Tea in its natural state,” Stede says. “You don’t have to drink it. I didn’t really ask you here for tea.”

    Ed hunches like a child, but his hair and stubble is grey as a silverfish. He sounds as bitter as the tea when he says, “What did you really ask me here for, then?”

    Or: Stede comes back to Edward. They both look for forgiveness, and relief.

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    “I can’t — not in the bed. My knee.”

    “Can’t do what?”

    “What I want to do. Sit in the chair. Keep your hands where I can see them.”

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    20 May 2026

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    Ed wears one of Stede's silk robes. Things escalate quickly.

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    14 May 2026

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    Stede goes very still for a moment, his next breath a touch heavier than the one before. “Captain’s orders?” he asks, taking a tiny step forward, back into Ed’s space.

    “Yeah,” Ed breathes, and he backs against the desk as Stede takes another step, plants his hands on the wood and slides his hips up and back to sit. He lets his legs fall open, and the bell jangles, loud in the quiet cabin.

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    After agreeing to take it slow, Ed and Stede do just that. Until they don't :)

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    24 Feb 2026

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    “Feels good,” Ed told him, breathless. “Bliss - love, surrender, all of it - feels so good. Don’t you want to feel that?”

    For a moment, all Stede could see was the red flesh of apples, the flickering tongue of a snake, the dark cloven hooves of the Devil. Between his legs, Ed looked like sin itself, with his stormy curls and soft mouth.

    Gripping the edge, Stede’s hands trembled.
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    Stede and Ed share a bath and work through Stede's inhibitions about being intimate. Written as an explicit epilogue to Ship to Wreck, but can be read as a stand alone.

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    18 Feb 2026