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  1. Public Bookmark 61

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    “See you in Ottawa next month, okay?"

    Ilya presses his lips together. “So we will really be in Ottawa for my birthday, then?”

    “Yeah, looks like it,” Shane says. “Don’t worry, it’ll still be fun.”

    “Oh, I am sure,” Ilya drawls. “Ottawa is nothing if not fun.”

    * * *

    Ilya is about to exchange Boston for the suburbs of Ottawa, and everything is fine. He’s definitely looking forward to moving to a city that’s notorious for being boring as hell. He’s also coping spectacularly well with how oppressively quiet his new surroundings are, because it’s not like his most anxious thoughts amplify in the silence. Oh, and Shane wants to come over and celebrate Ilya’s birthday with him in his half-furnished house? That’s fine, too.

    He’ll be fine. Everything will be fine.

    (Or, Ilya moves to Ottawa. Shane welcomes him home.)

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    17 Jun 2026

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    “You can go, y’know, if you want-“

    “Ah, no. I do not want to,” Ilya interrupts. “Stay at home with my very sexy husband who is wearing his glasses, or go out to a club filled with people who are not you? The answer is very simple, Shane.”

    Shane rolls his eyes again, but he’s smiling as he saunters towards Ilya.

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    13 Jun 2026

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    Two years into their marriage, Shane discovers that Ilya has never been on a real first date. There is only one way to remedy the situation: Shane asks his husband out on a date where they pretend that they have just met.

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    11 Jun 2026

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    Ilya tries to breathe. Shane is the one who panics. In fact, Ilya has been so calm over the past hour. So, so calm. Soooooooo so so so amazingly calm that maybe Shane will reward him with a very nice blowjob later. Ilya has been calm because Shane needs a rock to lean on, but Shane is gone and now Ilya is panicking. This is his only chance to rectify the first, shirtless impression he made on Shane’s father.

    “Do you still read New Yorker?”

    OR: Ilya, on the confluence of Shane with David, Yuna, and Svetlana.

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    10 Jun 2026

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    Life feels so chaotic for Shane sometimes, with all the loud noises and the unwritten rules he’s expected to follow, even though no one ever taught them to him. It’s why the bookstore feels more like home to him than anywhere else in Boston. It doesn’t ask Shane to be anything other than himself. Doesn’t ask for any more than he can give.

    He can just exist here.

    Shane likes slow, likes taking his time. And Ilya - without saying or doing anything in particular - makes Shane feel like that’s okay. Like he isn’t doing anything wrong by standing still sometimes.

    (Or, Shane works in a bookstore, Ilya plays hockey, and they both go to the same college. They fall in love in every universe.)

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    09 Jun 2026

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    If a man does not keep pace with his companions, perhaps it is because he hears a different drummer. Let him step to the music which he hears, however measured or far away. ~ Thoreau

    Or;

    What happened when Yuna and Shane were talking.

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    07 Jun 2026

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    They talk now, about everything and nothing at all.

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    07 Jun 2026

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    ‘David, is Ilya. Have suddenly got upset stomach. Sorry.’
    Too cliched.
    ‘David, have broken both legs. Do not send ambulance. Will walk it off. Regards, Ilya.’
    Too melodramatic.
    ‘David, do not want to go. This is Ilya.’
    Too cruel.
    ‘David, I cannot embarrass you. You mean too much to me. Love, Ilya.’
    Too true.
    Fifth time’s a charm and Ilya sent ‘On my way!’ instead. David’s reply was immediate, ‘We’re gonna make a night of it, bud!’

    Or: Ilya is David's plus one for a function and is utterly unprepared for how David has been talking about him at work.

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    07 Jun 2026

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    As a straight man, Ilya Rozanov has never had a gay roommate before, but it’s going pretty well. Shane Hollander is kind, silly, and an even bigger hockey nut than Ilya.

    So when Shane starts bringing men over, and Ilya begins to want to bash their fucking heads in, Ilya comes to a startling conclusion: He must be homophobic.

    (He’s jealous.)

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    02 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander may be hockey’s golden boy, but even he isn’t immune to the flu or even the fever dreams that come with it. Fortunately, his husband, Ilya Rozanov, knows exactly how to take care of him.

    And somewhere between whispered reassurances and the quiet ache of caring for his husband, Ilya also realized that he was living the dream he once thought he’d never get to have.

    OR: domestic Hollanov, where Shane catches the flu, spirals through fever-induced nightmares, and Ilya takes care of him in more ways than one.

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    27 May 2026

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    Ilya has always been good at reading his husband, and as he replays that night in Vegas in his head, the heated look on Shane’s face, the moans and gasps and begs pulled from his lips, he is sure he hadn’t got it wrong.

    But Ilya can’t reconcile his memory of that night with the look of fear on Shane’s face just a couple of hours ago.

    Although Ilya hadn't meant to, it was almost the same setup; he had recreated Vegas in their own bedroom.

    He was fully dressed, watching from a chair at a distance, as Shane lay on a large, empty bed entirely naked and gave Ilya a show.

    Ilya feels sick at the thought that he was wrong that night, that Shane had hated it, hadn't wanted it, but went along with whatever Ilya had ordered.

     

    Or Ilya unintentionally recreates that night, Shane spooks a little at the memory of 'we didn't even kiss', and Ilya spirals completely.

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    24 May 2026

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    “What is there to talk about?”

    “What’s there to talk about?!” Hollander scoffed, shaking his head. “You’re playing for my fucking team!”

    “I know.”

    “Why did you have to go and get traded?! You realise we’re going to have to see each other every day from now on, and play together, and-”

    “Yes,” Ilya interrupted. He didn’t want to know how long Hollander’s list was. “I know.”

    Hollander took a deep breath. “Okay, listen,” he said. “Just so we’re clear - we don’t know each other outside of playing against each other, right?”

    “Right.”

    “And we can’t- can’t hook up anymore.”

    ~

    OR: Ilya gets traded to Montreal in October 2014. He's lonely, and angry, and he misses Boston. He doesn't know if it helps that Hollander is there or not.

    title from Buckle by Florence and the Machine

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    23 May 2026

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    Ilya takes a liking to Shane's flannels.

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    22 May 2026

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    Finally, Shane lifts his eyes from the computer screen. He removes his glasses, a move that Ilya silently mourns, and sets them aside. Shane's eyes are duller than usual, and the tiniest bit bloodshot. His cheeks are flush in a way that is not fun and sexy but reads more fever and germs.

    He looks so tired.

    “You, and do not take this the wrong way, look like shit.”

    “Fuck off, Rozanov!”

    Or, Shane gets sick when Ilya visits and Ilya takes care of him.

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    20 May 2026

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    When Lindsay, the team operations manager, had pulled them into a meeting to discuss the rooming arrangements for the season, he’d been expecting Shane to get flustered, and turn bright red, and stammer out something like we wouldn’t want to make anyone on the team uncomfortable. Ilya, in fact, had just opened his mouth to say as much to her, but Shane beat him to the punch.

    “If it can be arranged and doesn’t throw off anything, that’d be great,” Shane said.

    Ilya gaped at him. “You want to room together?”

    Shane just looked baffled. “What do you mean? We’re married. Of course we’re rooming together.”

    --

    Or: Shane says he wants to room with Ilya on the road. He tells the team he wants to room with Ilya on the road. He tells Ilya he wants to room together on the road. But Tanner Dillion is an idiot, and now Ilya can't stop thinking what if Shane gets sick of me?

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    17 May 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 35

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    For as long as Shane has been playing professional hockey, he has been studying Ilya Rozanov. It happened without him realizing. It's not like he sat down and put pen to paper, making notes of everything he knew about Ilya Rozanov. It's still unbelievable to him that he gets to see every version of him, all the parts of himself he doesn't show to the world that only wants to see him as a cocky player with a devil-may-care attitude. Shane counts himself lucky that he gets to see Ilya's soft side, his grumpiness when he doesn't get enough sleep, his sappy eyes when he wakes up beside Shane.

    But there are some things about Ilya that Shane worries he will never know, that rest on the other side of some great gulf he cannot cross. Shane, who grew up untouched by the kind of tragedy that shaped the arc of Ilya's life, who sometimes feels overwhelmed at the depth of everything Ilya gave up for him, at the bravery it took for him to love Shane like it's the most natural thing in the world.

    As he thinks about the future he wants with Ilya, Shane realizes he may need to better understand Ilya's past.

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    16 May 2026

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    Shane works hard to learn Russian. Ilya might not survive.

    He knows Shane wants to get it right, to be as perfect at Russian as he is at everything else. He had asked Ilya to correct his mistakes so he could learn, but Ilya hates seeing him be so tough on himself when he’s been doing so well. And, if he’s being honest, some part of him doesn’t want Shane to be perfect because this clumsy fundamental Russian sounds so much like love. Effort. Devotion. He loves Shane’s bad Russian. It’s very, very cute. So, sometimes, he lets things slide.

    Also, he really can’t explain any of the rules.

    OR: 5 times Shane's Russian nearly kills Ilya +1 time it brings him back to life

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    12 May 2026

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    Shane is convinced that Ilya Rozanov—captain of the Boston Bears and Shane’s newest student—hates him.

    Ilya joined Shane's yoga class specifically to get closer to the hot instructor, but every attempt at flirting only seems to make things worse.

    Neither of them has any idea the other is completely in love with them.

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    29 Apr 2026

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    Yuna: We don’t typically do a cake for Shane now that he’s grown.

    Yuna: Granted, we’re usually out of town.

    Yuna: Why? Did you have something in mind?

     

    Again, the dots appeared and disappeared several times over the course of a few minutes.

     

    Ilya: i would love to make a cake for him. maybe we could make a cake together?

     

     

     

    ... a.k.a. Ilya and Yuna truly bond as they prepare for Shane's birthday, and Yuna realizes how wonderful it is to have someone new to love.

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    12 Apr 2026

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    “Tell me what you need.”

    Ilya couldn’t look at him. He needed too much.

    “I don’t want you to… to be angry you have to take care of me.”

    Shane frowned. “Angry? Ilya, I will never be mad at you for needing me.”

    -

    Or, Shane takes care of a sick Ilya who doesn't think he deserves it.

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    02 Apr 2026

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