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  1. Rec 53

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    No one "deserves" love. Everyone fights for it.

    Minghao fights for it twice over.

    “Jun?” Minghao calls. It echoes. It’s quiet.

    He can see the sunlight up ahead, he can almost feel it, but he can’t hear anything and he has to turn around, he can’t leave without— He has to make sure—

    He turns. Junhui smiles at him, mournful. A bell rings. It echoes.

    Minghao wakes up. It’s quiet. It echoes.

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    08 Jun 2026

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    Minghao hopes that when people think of him, they think of Junhui. He hopes that when people think of him—who he is and what he’s made of—they think of how Junhui lives in his heart, his lungs, his bones, deep in his rib cage, cracked open. He’s made of Junhui.

     

    It was supposed to be Minghao’s sixth birthday with Junhui. It was supposed to be the fifth anniversary of Minghao loving Junhui. It still was, Minghao has loved Junhui for five years, but Junhui was supposed to whisper “happy birthday, beautiful” and Minghao was supposed to say out loud what he wanted to that first night.

     

    this was genuinely, genuinely so so so sad. i couldn't stop my bawling my eyes out. i need therapy!!

  2. Public Bookmark 6

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    moonpearl: aren't you the artist my friend commissioned a few days ago ∘ ∘ ∘ ( °ヮ° ) ?

    pastelpaints: i'm studying art, yes.

    pastelpaints: but i don't do commissions.

    or where ;; junhui messages the wrong username, and ends up falling in love.

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    07 Jun 2026

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    don't touch me. no. don't touch me. im so soft right now.
    they're so so cute (⸝⸝⸝>﹏<⸝⸝⸝)
    my precious baobao and his feifei(⸝⸝⸝>﹏<⸝⸝⸝)

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    They were sitting on the rooftop of Vernon’s apartment when Seungkwan asked what wine would he pair him with if he was a dish on the menu of Haneul & Bada. Their legs were stretched out, shoulders touching. And between them, a bottle of Dark Horse Merlot sat.

    “Something bright, but layered,” Vernon started, tearing his gaze away from Seungkwan because lately, he had been having urges of leaning closer whenever they talked and it was messing with his heart big time. “A Chenin Blanc, maybe. Complex, but easy to like, to want, and hard to forget.”

    Seungkwan was quiet for a second too long, and Vernon wondered if he had said too much.

    Then, without any warning, Seungkwan’s head was on his shoulder. “That’s the nicest thing anyone has ever said about me.”

    In which Seungkwan was a bright light, always giving, never asking. Vernon watched- curious, then fell in love quietly, shyly. Years later, fate offered a second chance- not for Vernon to watch, but to get close.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    Jeonghan had looked at them before hopping at the back of Seungcheol’s motorcycle, warning them about the downsides of being alcoholics- Seungkwan chortled and told him they were far from being alcoholics. And Vernon agreed.

    Besides, if there was anything that would be Vernon’s undoing, it wouldn’t be the moderate amount of wine in his system, but Seungkwan himself.

  4. Public Bookmark 23

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    Seokmin is a simple boy. The things he likes can be counted on one hand. He likes dogs. He likes singing. He likes dancing. He likes their team, the little narrow dorm and their shared dream.

    He likes Jisoo. Very, very much.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    Jisoo is lovable. He is easy to love, even when he’s ignoring Seokmin, being dramatic or sulky. Seokmin thinks Jisoo existed before love. They made his love before they made his body, that’s why there’s so much of it. Every edge of him is endearing. Seokmin is very sure, there will never be another boy like Jisoo.

     

    Jisoo is a star, Seokmin wants to be the sky that holds him.

     

    lemme say this again: seoksoo is the softest and the prettiest and the most comforting ship in SVT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  5. Rec 7

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    The night before he leaves, as Seokmin presses him into their bed by laying right on top of him, Jisoo thinks ‘love’ is maybe the wrong word, all this time.

    Seokmin leaves for the military and it’s the first time he’s been separated from Jisoo for 12 years. They realise, very quickly, that ‘love’ is simply too small a word, or any word really, to encompass what they have between them.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    Longing has clearly never met Lee Seokmin. He would cross oceans for this man. Throw anything down. Do anything. Everything.

     

    “Nap?” Jisoo suggests, kissing Seokmin, in between them catching their breaths.

     

    “Sure, baby. Anything. You want.” Seokmin punctuates his words with kisses. Jisoo will be damned if he doesn’t lock this down for life. His heart bursts with tenderness for this silly, loving man. He already has a diamond band in the sock drawer, and while he wasn’t planning to fall sick, he was planning a good proposal, in Seokmin’s hometown, or LA, or anywhere Seokmin loves. A spring or summer wedding. Honeymoon in the Maldives. Anything Seokmin wants, really.

     

     

    this was so so soft and so tender, i felt like crying and throwing up all the time. why are seoksoo always so soft!?