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"Are you getting horny over a thirst trap account?" Sophia asks.
"Don't… Don't say it like that!" Eddie hisses.
"Oh my God," she groans. "If it matters that much to you, ask his fucking permission!"
Eddie coughs. "I'm not about to ask a stranger on the internet if I can get off to him."
"I love you, Eddie, but this is a little dramatic even for you."
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Buck is a teacher with a secret anonymous thirst-trap Instagram, and Eddie slides into his DM's.
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22 Jun 2026
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“Which do you think makes you feel most loved?”
Eddie thought for a long moment. Too long, maybe. Then he shrugged, “Honestly, Buck? I have no idea.”
Buck’s brows pinched up. “What do you mean? When have you felt the most loved?”
“Don’t make a big thing of this, Buck. Promise?”
Buck made a show of crossing his heart, brows still raised curiously.
“I’m not sure I’ve ever… really felt loved in a relationship? I’m not convinced that I know what makes me feel loved…”
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After finding out that Eddie doesn't know what his love language is, Buck sets about finding out for him. He begins a five week experiment, one for each love language, to figure out which will make Eddie feel the most loved.
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21 Jun 2026
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The guy’s hand drops to Buck’s waist and grips it—tight.
Eddie doesn’t mean to say anything. Honestly. He’s planning on standing there like a sane person, drinking his beer, minding his own business.
But that hand stays exactly where it shouldn’t, and Buck laughs like he doesn’t feel it, and the words slip out before Eddie even knows he’s opened his mouth.
“Oh fuck no.”
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After Buck's friend bails on him, he invites Eddie to come with him to a themed event at a bar - a gay bar, as it turns out. After watching Buck flirt all night, Eddie takes matters into his own hands and shows Buck who he really belongs to.Bookmarked by em_1yy
21 Jun 2026
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He broke Buck’s heart.
He knows it. Knows it like he knows the weight of his own turnout gear, like he knows the precise way to steady himself when the ground gives way beneath him. It’s a fact, a simple and devastating truth that follows him everywhere, no matter how much distance he puts between them.
What happened in that bathroom, Buck pushing him against the door, kissing him like it was the only way to make sure it had been real, that wasn’t some desperate attempt to get Eddie to come back. It wasn’t even about convincing Eddie to be with him, not really. It was Buck needing to know, to feel it, to confirm that Eddie had been there, that Eddie had wanted it, that it hadn’t all been some fever dream conjured up by his hopelessly romantic, self destructive heart.
And, maybe, just a little, it was about hurting Eddie because Eddie hurt him first. Which, God, isn’t that just heartbreaking?
Or; Eddie and Buck have sex the night before he moves back to El Paso for good.
Each chapter follows a year in Eddie’s life as he makes his way back to Buck.
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- Part 1 of Always, Eventually.
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06 Jun 2026
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Eddie calls a sex hotline out of curiosity and meets Evan. The two connect as friends, but as they grow closer, Eddie can’t help but want more. As Eddie starts his new life in LA, he is inspired by Evan to create a world for himself instead of following the path he always believed he should.
Takes place from mid-academy to Eddie’s first months on the job, including finally meeting Evan (Buck) face-to-face at work.
The entire second half of the fic is lowkey smut.
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06 Jun 2026