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  1. Public Bookmark 40

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    "This was the best bit of the evening,
    when everyone has those late night chats.
    This is where I was like 'Guys, I like men',
    and then they all made out with me."
    - Phil Lester, 2025

    or the fic where Phil comes out as gay at a university party and makes out with all the men except the closeted jealous emo twink in the corner

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    13 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 13

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    “It’s past midnight,” Phil says. “So happy birthday.”

    “You’re a menace. If that was a birthday gift, it was pretty good. Really thought you wouldn’t stop for a moment there.”

    Phil leans down to kiss his lips, tender and warm.

    “I kind of thought about it,” he says quietly. “I mean, if you’re… feeling ready. We could make that your actual birthday gift.”

    For his birthday, Dan gets turned into a vampire. It shouldn't feel that good to die, but Dan is more than happy that it does.

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    11 Jun 2026

  3. Rec 37

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    Dan has been obsessed with the thought of eating Phil’s ass since they first got together, but Phil has always denied him. Years later, when Phil asks him what he wants for his birthday, Dan knows exactly what to say.

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    11 Jun 2026

  4. Rec 94

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    He looks like he does on screen, black emo hair a little like a very attractive bird’s nest, with yellow-checkered cat ears on his head, but unmistakably Phil. Dan is shocked, genuinely, that not everyone here falls head over heels for this man immediately. Surely they must. Surely they’re just doing a better job than Dan is at keeping it in. Maybe he’s not gay, maybe this is just what Phil does to people.

    “Hi,” Phil says. “You’ve got nice whiskers.”

    Dan chose the safety of a girlfriend over Phil, and now he meets Phil in real life for the first time at a YouTuber meetup. And for the first time. And for the first time. And for the- It's a time loop fic.

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    17 Apr 2026

  5. Rec 52

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    “Want me to touch you properly?” Phil asked Dan curiously, taking the hand away from both his crotch and his nipple and moving to hook his thumbs into the edge of his swimmers, as if he was going to coax them down.

    Dan nodded, squirming to try and help before Phil put his hand on Dan’s stomach to still him.

    “Beg, then,” Phil encouraged, in exactly that same tone but it did something so different to Dan that he almost felt his stomach drop out of his arse.

    or the one where dan has a broken arm and needs help with washing his hair

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    09 Apr 2026