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    The fire went out a long time ago. All that remains is ash.

    After years of trafficking, Ilya Rozanov has been conditioned to expect pain from every outstretched hand. So when he's placed with Shane Hollander, a seemingly gentle man in a quiet cottage, he knows better than to believe that it's rescue. It is a new chance to be good enough, if he can just figure out what this one wants from him.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    He is about 20 minutes out of Montreal when his phone buzzes for the first time. Then again. Then again. He pulls in at the next rest stop.

    It's Ilya.

    Omg Shane. You are probably driving now. But is bad news. I think Troy choose bad restaurant for lunch today.

    I got sick. He just text me saying he is sick too.

    Don't worry please! You can see your parents. I will be okay. ILY <3

    Fuck.

    He calls Ilya straightaway. It rings out.

    'Hi, this is Ilya. I will never listen to your voicemail.'

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    Shane and Ilya's weekend plans are derailed when Ilya gets sick. Set somewhere in the timeline close to Role Model and The Long Game pre-plane incident. POV shifts between characters.

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    04 Jun 2026

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    Shane leaves that Vegas penthouse suite feeling wretched, and like an idiot, and like he never wants to see Ilya Rozanov again.

    Except, well. Then there are zombies.

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    03 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 12

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    Shane and Ilya were supposed to hate each other.
    Instead, they spent years building a life together somewhere between hockey practices, late-night library shifts, subway rides, and police work.
    Then Shane disappears during a narcotics investigation in downtown Toronto.

    Or:a story about heat, silence and terrible things people survive.

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    29 May 2026

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    A simple weekend trip to visit Shane’s family turns out to be anything but when it’s clear Ilya isn’t feeling well. Cue the whole Hollander family stepping up to care for him.

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    28 May 2026