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    ☾ the universe is constituted of many celestial bodies, each one turning in its axis, inevitably alone. these are stories about the love that blossoms between the sun and the moon.

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    just eijun, satoru and haruichi being gross boyfriends in love ♡

    i am very single and i love domesticity so you can imagine the kind of stress that i am under (i turn it into fics). anyway, hope you'll enjoy this!

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    I wouldn't fall for someone I thought couldn't misbehave. But I want you to know that I've had no love like your love

    a kuraharu story told slowly, in snipets 🍐

    "It's about reassuring somebody upon your returning, comparing all the wonderful things you've experienced and being able to only compare how marvellous it was to this person you're talking to."


    (look, it's the best, what we have) 🍑

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    just a bunch of unrelated fics where everybody is in love with hinata shouyou, and really, can you blame them?

    written for SweatyShoyoWeek! make sure to check the original post on twitter! also, i'm here on twitter!

    day 1: beach shorts | hinapedro
    day 2: sunbathing | oihina
    day 3: tan lines | kagehina
    day 4: festival | oihina
    day 5: popsicle | hinapedro
    day 6: bikini | hinaguchi
    day 7: free prompt | kagehina

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  1. Public Bookmark 27

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    The look on Miyuki’s face when he finally turns toward him makes it hard to swallow. There’s a hollowness in his eyes unfamiliar to Youichi; his lips dip down in defeat, as if to say: “Go on, pity me. I won’t fight back.” Youichi realizes that this version of Miyuki—the one who wordlessly hands over his t-shirt—is him with his armor fully removed.

    It’s a harrowing sight. 

    Youichi may have told him to break down after they won; but there’s nothing that could have prepared him for when this moment finally comes.

    Miyuki breaks down; Kuramochi is there to help build him back up.

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    12 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 7

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    He makes it less than twenty minutes before he decides “fuck it” and gives in. With a hand that hasn't quite lost its tremor, he reaches into his pocket and retrieves his phone. Notifications from the group chat continue to pile up—the conversation having moved on to Haruichi sending a detailed summary of the money people owe him for purchasing their plane tickets and lodging. Kazuya notices that there’s a private message from Kuramochi interspersed among the rest.

    He clicks on this one first, heart now in his throat.

    [7:21 p.m.] Kuramochi Youichi
    > Did you know about this?

    It's been nearly four years since the last time they've spoken when, for reasons that can only be guessed at, Miyuki and Kuramochi find themselves on an international vacation planned (but not paid for) by two of their old teammates.

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    09 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 16

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    Miyuki flips a coin on his friendship with his roommate, ready to assume the consequences.

    Or so he thought he was.

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    30 May 2026

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    the one where:
    megumi needs a date for christmas.
    his roommate, yuuji, agrees.

    alternatively:
    the one where yuuji learns about love, and how to grow with it.



    I used to think your name was 愛, you know. Instead of 惠. Love, not blessing. I heard Megumi, and I dunno why my brain just automatically filled it in for me, because — because I thought it suited you. Love.

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    19 Apr 2026

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    Inumaki Toge is, unfortunately, friends with gay people. Gay people who are dating...each other. And he's a little tired of being the butt of their jokes about being single. Even though he is single...Or is he?...No he is, but he's going to lie about it!


     
    InuOkko Week 2021 Day 4 (ALL Tiers)- fake dating, confession and "is your lock screen a picture of me?"

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    15 Apr 2026