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After God of Fury, Bran goes in therapy. He starts EMDR to process what Grace did to him. His mind knows the trauma is over. His body doesn’t.
The fatigue is so intense that Bran no longer has energy for anything. Cooking, playing lacrosse or even painting. He spends most of his time lying down waiting for time to pass.
He still wants Nikolai. Still kisses him, clings to him, asks for him. But the second things turn sexual, his body panics, shuts down, or collapses from exhaustion. Watching Bran fight a memory trapped under his skin drives Niko completely insane.
Then, in the middle of a manic spiral, a Reddit stranger gives him an idea: if Bran’s body is still stuck in the past, maybe Niko has to teach it the present.
Nikolai would do anything to heal his Lotus Flower.
Story with Nikolai's POV
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31 May 2026
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buck and eddie celebrate their day-apart birthdays over the years.
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22 Apr 2026
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And all of that was why, on their seventeenth day on Mars, Buck had shoved Eddie out of the way during the emergency evacuation, knowing it meant his own death instead of Eddie’s. Buck trusted Eddie to help get everyone else home, and Eddie had someone to go home for. Someone who needed him and loved him. Someone who Buck loved, even without ever meeting. He wasn’t going to let Chris grow up without a father. So in the split second he had to think after seeing the communications dish flying at them through the storm that was chasing them off the planet fourteen days early, he’d pushed Eddie out of the way, hoping like hell it would be enough and knowing he wouldn’t live long enough to find out.
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Or, when their mission to Mars goes wrong, Buck gets stranded and the rest of the crew does everything they can to save him. | Fic is complete at ~120k words and posting 2-3x a week as I edit.
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10 Apr 2026
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Running to the frontlines from a childhood he never had. Taking a bat to the wall with his son in the next room. Having an affair with the spitting image of his dead wife.
Eddie knows he’s never been good at grieving, knows he’s never been good at losing what little he allows for himself in the first place. This is why he also knows his coping mechanisms can’t possibly get any worse.
Buck, as he so often does, makes him reevaluate his assumptions.
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Evan Buckley dies behind a wall of glass. It’s a shame that when he’s revived not three minutes later, no one is informed.- Language:
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03 Apr 2026
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"Really Cassie, be sensitive to others," Balthazar said in mock annoyance. "Not everyone gets to be married to a man who could be an underwear model. One who can cook and fix things without having to call someone, at that."
Dean has always been more of an actions speak louder than words kind of man. Outside of the bedroom, he doesn't always have the words to express what his husband means to him, but with a little help from Castiel's favorite poem, this Valentine's day he is sure as hell gonna try.
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- Part 8 of Loved you forever
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23 Feb 2026