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  1. Public Bookmark 30

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    In 1987, during a brief thaw of the Cold War, David Hollander falls in love with the right person at exactly the wrong time.

    For a few impossible months in Montreal, David and Soviet exchange student Grigori Rozanov build a life in the space between closing doors before the pressures of reality tear them apart. One of them learns how to open another. The other spends the rest of his life standing in front of the one that shut.

    Decades later, their sons inherit the consequences.

    Spanning continents, generations, and thirty years of history, this is ultimately not a love story but a meditation on what happens after one falls apart. On the futures we lose. The ones we build instead. And the choices that echo outward through families for decades: whether loving deeply means accepting the risk of loss, or whether loss is proof that love itself is too dangerous to survive.

    Because grief can either lead to a locked door or an open one.

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    09 Jun 2026

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    “Shane has boyfriend?"

    “Mom thinks so. He’s dodging my texts, but it definitely seems like he’s seeing someone.”

    Ilya's whispered "No" was drowned out by a loud snort from another teammate, who said something like, "Good for lil' bro."

    Ilya shouldn’t feel like dying. Should have expected this to happen at some point. Deserved it, even. He had been ghosting Shane for months, after all.

    After taking his virginity.

    In which Ilya knows he's not good enough to be with his best friend's little brother. He spirals over Shane possibly dating someone else nonetheless.

    Alternatively, Ilya thinks he doesn't deserve the love the Hollanders so freely give to him. They are ready to prove him wrong.

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    01 Jun 2026

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    January 15, 2017
    For immediate release.
    (English version)

    The Montréal Metros are devastated to announce the unexpected and tragic passing of our beloved captain, Shane Hollander, at the age of 25.

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    or, a canon-divergent au in which shane and rose never met, in epistolary format.

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    29 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 33

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    MJ Wilson is fine. He is perfectly fine.

    It doesn’t matter that he got into an argument with his boyfriend. It doesn’t matter that he can’t tell his dad, because Sam Wilson would absolutely rip Peter Parker a new asshole over this — and if Sam told Bucky about it, Peter might actually need witness protection.

    It doesn’t matter that maybe MJ had been too much. That maybe he was being clingy and overbearing, and Peter was just finally starting to see it.

    It doesn’t matter that Peter left flowers on his bed, either. Stupid, beautiful flowers that MJ doesn’t know how to interpret. Are they apology flowers? Pity flowers? Breakup flowers?

    None of it matters.

    Because everything is fine.

    MJ can change. He can make himself easier to be around. Easier to love. He can be quieter and less intense. He can stop being so needy.

    Honestly? He doesn't really want to hide who he is anymore.

    But Peter is worth it.

    Isn’t he?

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    23 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 72

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    Because Shane only wanted Ilya.

    But would Ilya really be okay with someone like him?

    Even if he was, eventually his real destined mate would probably appear, and Shane would lose him anyway.

    Still… if Shane could have even a little bit of Ilya before then, he thought he could live with that.
    (5 times Shane wanted to be Ilya’s destined mate and 1 time he was.)

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    16 May 2026