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    Three brush strokes to the right. Two to the left. A hand smoothing over his forehead, sweeping his bangs aside.

    Shadow Milk knows the pattern well. His hair is always brushed the same way, in movements that seem almost robotic in how perfectly they’ve mastered the repetition. The bristles of the brush always skim over his closed eyes with such care, nimbly avoiding anywhere they might prick or poke. It always ends with a few final touches, tucking any stray wisps back into place before the brush is set back down on the dresser before him.

    Pure Vanilla’s hands smooth through Shadow Milk’s hair, coming to rest gently on his shoulders.

    “There. Ready for the day?”

    Shadow Milk does not answer.

    Shadow Milk has not answered in a long, long time.

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    16 May 2026

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    In the aftermath of what should have been the end of the world, an angel digs his nails into the bruised flesh over his most devoted servant’s heart.

    Sharp feather-like tendrils peel from his skin in thin glowing curves. They sink into the cooling body beneath him, sliding through abused muscle and broken bone, latching on to the countless metal threads already woven throughout. They slip past the brain stem, flutter in the mess of gray and white matter, coil around a crumpled unwelcome thing. They push it out with a revulsive squelch.

    And the angel says, “I don’t recall giving you permission to die, Bluesummers.”

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    "I didn't mean for this to happen," Shi Wudu says, standing. It's disjointed, like a marionette.

    Shi Wudu calls. Ling Wen answers.

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    25 Feb 2026

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    He Xuan has little money, no stable job, an eating disorder, and a great deal of resentment at the way their life has fallen apart. Shi Qingxuan, whom they met on an online eating disorder community, is also going through a challenging time.

    Perhaps it is good, then, that they have each other to depend on.

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    (Written for Beefleaf Week Day 6: Food)

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    24 Feb 2026

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    "Ming-jie…"

    "What is it?"

    "Has anyone told you that you're… really pretty like this? I mean… it's not like your other form is unattractive at all, but…"

    "You have," He Xuan interrupted, voice flat. Shi Qingxuan showered her in an unending stream of compliments every time she agreed to change into her female form.

    "Yes, but I mean, I think you're really pretty and I… I… li- I mean, ha ha ha, what am I saying? I think it must be getting to me already, ha ha…" She flipped open her fan and began to wave it in front of her flushed face, causing smoke to billow around her.

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    Shi Qingxuan and He Xuan enjoy some Ghost City weed, and each other's company.

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    12 Feb 2026