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  1. Public Bookmark 57

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    Post-season 9, episode 7: It was supposed to be one night. One drink. Instead, he woke up with a metallic taste in his mouth, a stab of pain so visceral it ripped right through him, and no one to blame but himself because he let this happen.

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    Or: Eddie is sexually assaulted. It gnaws at the crevices of his hollowed-out heart.

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    10 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 67

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    Evan Buckley can only watch as Eddie Diaz, his best friend and the man he secretly loves, is shot in the street by a sniper's bullet. But Buck can save Eddie, pulling him to safety under a firetruck and keeping him alive till he gets to hospital. While Eddie lies unconscious in his hospital bed, Buck steps up to look after Christopher, to keep the rest of his team safe.

    But Buck is struggling. Traumatised by the shooting, he finds it difficult to move forward. Buck was so close to Eddie when he was shot that he was covered in blood. On his face, on his clothes, in his hair. In his mouth. Now, everything he tries to eat or drink tastes of blood.

    Eddie's blood.

    How long can Buck keep going when he's struggling to eat and drink? How can he be the support Chris needs if he can't function?

    And how long can he go on pretending he doesn't have feelings for his best friend, when he can't imagine being able to cope without him.

     

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    Eddie gets shot and Buck struggles in the aftermath, his trauma stopping him eating or drinking till he's well past crisis point. And what will Eddie say when he returns to consciousness?

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    10 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 77

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    Ever since the Diaz boys moved to El Paso, Buck has been estranged from their lives. Eddie first, and then Christopher.

    He's lived a lot since then. Gotten married, had a kid, gotten divorced.

    But the second his phone rings with the name "Chris 🦖" Buck knows something is wrong.

    Will he take the call? Will it become his calling? Does he even have a choice?

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    27 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark *

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    What if Buck and Eddie were both taken, and Eddie was used to make sure Buck would be Derek

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    26 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 10

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    Buck realizes what he feels for Eddie runs deeper than he ever let himself admit, while Eddie has been drowning in it for years—silently like always. Now everything starts to spiral, putting them in a tug of war making it harder and harder to be together even as they desire each other more and more.

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    19 May 2026