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“I don’t know what I want to do.” Dennis admits. He looks over at Robby, staring at the side of his face. They’ve been closer than this before, but being in the car together feels strangely intimate. “What would you do?”
“If it was me… I’d at least go for that dinner. But I’m not you. You need to do what’s best for you, Dennis.”
There it is again, his name from Robby’s mouth. It makes his attention linger, still staring at Robby’s face. Dennis is once again overwhelmed with the urge to just bury his face in Robby’s neck and pretend the world doesn’t exist, but that’s not the grown up thing to do. He squeezes his eyes shut for a second, rubs his temples with his fingertips as Robby continues, “Carry your patients with you as much or as little as you like. Find your balance. But remember that you’re human.”
Dennis opens his eyes to the countryside fading away and the city bleeding in. He knows Robby is right. That’s what he needs: balance.
In his last year of med school, Dennis learns to let go of the guilt that plagues him.
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12 Apr 2026
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"Tell me to go," Whitaker says quietly. "If that’s what you want, say it."
Robby’s throat works. "You should—" He stops, swallows hard. "You should go."
"Then step back."
Robby doesn’t.Between the nonstop traumas and Robby touching him like it doesn’t mean anything while actively flirting with Collins, Whitaker is having a terrible, horrible, no good, very bad day.
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07 Apr 2026
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After the Fourth of July, Robby leaves.
Whitaker follows.
Somewhere between Pittsburgh and the Great Plains, Dennis convinces him to come home.
Or: A getting-together oneshot that turned into a series about Robby and Dennis figuring out what they want to be to each other. Featuring yearning, hurt (but also comfort), Jack Abbot serving as Robby’s unlicensed therapist, Trinity Santos suffering more than Jesus, quite a lot of smut, actually, and gratuitous references to the great state of Nebraska.
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03 Apr 2026
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“Well, you can also watch any of the movies in there. They’re not all good, but there are some gems. I like watching movies in my free time, as you can tell. In the living room TV, and in my bedroom, there is a Blu-ray player. It's already hooked up to the TVs, so you should be good to go.” Robby offered.
“Wow, thanks. I think I will also take you up on that offer. What’s the starting point? Nothing horror. Give me something inspiring.” He wanted to absorb every preference and every thought that made Robby who he was. He wants to watch all of his favorites. Dennis wanted to crawl inside Robby's head.
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Robby goes on his trip. Leaving Dennis to care for his home for the 3 months. Dennis finds his movie collection. Robby tells him what he should watch. Their connection to each other grows. Dennis is a bit of a freak. Robby is possessive even miles and miles away.
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02 Apr 2026
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Dennis is housesitting for Robby while he is on his sabbatical. Robby comes home a week early.
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31 Mar 2026