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Route 96 Kanata by Anonymous
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
12 Apr 2026
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When Shane Hollander looks into the future he sees— not a flat sheet of ice, not that, not anymore, but something equally as empty.
His backup plan was always to go to university. He hadn't thought he'd ever need it, not really. Especially not near the end, when everything felt so certain. But his grades were good, his mom made sure of that, so when he woke up in the hospital he already knew what he was going to do next. But after?
There's a standard path people take, he knows, that comes after school. But when he tries to picture it, slot himself into the picket fence and the corporate overhead fluorescents, it disappears. Like it was never going to be real at all.
(Or: after ending up at a jazz bar to celebrate the end of finals season, Shane Hollander finds himself where he never thought he'd be— in the orbit of NHL superstar Ilya Rozanov.)
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- Part 1 of Terry Fox Station
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09 Jun 2026
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rimming becomes him by vanillatunamelt for blankjournals
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 May 2026
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Ilya thought he knew everything there was to know about Shane's sexual habits. His quirks. How his gag reflex is almost non-existent, how his ass craves to be filled if he goes too long without it, how he loves to be kissed so much that, if Ilya really tries, he can get Shane off just by sucking his tongue.
He's never once heard about Shane being good at eating pussy.
Or: Ilya overhears that his totally-casual-sitationship was very good at munching and has a jealous fit about it.
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01 Jun 2026
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Shane was there when Ilya got the call, his arm heavy across Ilya's stomach, like even in sleep he could tell something was trying to take Ilya away from him.
When Boston realize Ilya wants out, they send him to the highest bidder. The highest bidder is LA.
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- Part 9 of perfect from now on
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01 Jun 2026
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shane craves the kind of intensity that his happy, long-term relationship simply cannot provide. ilya lives next door with his boyfriend, and wants shane anyway.
(or, two couples! one apartment building! and infidelity!)
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- Part 2 of Blue Collar Ilya Cinematic Universe
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27 May 2026
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dust of summer, dust we eat by lipsticktraces
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
13 Jun 2026
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or, how Shane Hollander learned to stop worrying and love (Ilya Rozanov's) dick one summer in Italy
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Every year, the Hollander family decamps from the Ottawa suburbs to spend the summer in northern Italy. And every year, Shane dreads the arrival of the summer guest—the graduate student his parents insist on hosting. Shane not only has to move out of the larger room for the guest, he has to move into a smaller adjoining room and share a bathroom and balcony with said guest for the rest of the summer.
Shane hates this summer's guest already, because he's arriving three weeks early. Then the guest arrives, and he has curly hair and long eyelashes and insane chest muscles, and he's so fucking charming, and Shane just—Shane hates him.
Hates that he can't get away from him. Hates that he can't stop thinking about him. Hates his tiny shorts and unfairly round ass.
Just, yeah. Shane hates him.
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A Call Me by Your Name remix, in the key of Hollanov. Featuring: a smaller age gap (than in CMBYN)! The erotics of water drinking and fruit eating! Tiny bathing suits and billowy shirts! Yuna and David are around too!
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25 May 2026