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  1. Rec *

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    Dazai turned back to Chuuya and checked to make sure he was still alive.

    Goosebumps covered every inch of his skin, the frost in his hair had crystallized by now, sticking stubbornly. He was paler than Dazai, and his lips were dangerously blue. But he was breathing.

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    Atsushi asks Dazai what his first kiss was like.

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    22 Mar 2026

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    then they kiss kiss kiss one of my fsvorite skk fics :3

  2. Public Bookmark *

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    At eighteen, Chuuya doesn't know how to kiss.

    Dazai teaches him how.

     

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    "I think you broke my nose," Dazai says faintly, finally letting Chuuya remove his hands. He frowns as Chuuya angles his head a bit to look at it. Dazai presses the back of a quick finger to the underside of his nose, blinking. "I'm bleeding, aren't I? I think I'm bleeding?"

    Chuuya rolls his eyes, letting him go. "Your nose is fine. It's not bleeding either, so stop bein' so dramatic about it."

    "Chuuya should kiss it better."

    "Hah!" Chuuya exclaims, "Shut the hell up, you! This doesn't give ya a free pass to say such bullshit just 'cuz I'm doing this with you!"

    Dazai is staring ahead, his eyes hazy. "Ugh, yeah. I'm pretty grossed out too now at what I just said. Where were we? Oh, right." He looks back at Chuuya, focused again. "So… this time… go slow, okay? I know you're excited to kiss my pretty face and all but - "

    "DAZAI!" Chuuya's voice is high and wild, bordering on a screech. He's starting to regret this already.

    "But you have to make sure you can actually see where my pretty face is instead of just banging into me."

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    14 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    GENUIJE PEAK BRO I LOVEEEE THME SO MUCH

  3. Public Bookmark *

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    Best friends is too simple a term to squash the entire dynamic of Dazai Osamu and Nakahara Chuuya within.

    Sure, they’ve known each other since they were children, and they’re each other’s #1 on their best friend lists on Snapchat, and Chuuya’s been seen one too many times in his hoodies. People have also noticed how Dazai’s main muse for his volunteer hobby of polaroid photographer is the redhead himself.

    But the pranks they pull on each other isn’t much of a ‘best friend’ thing to do.

    Especially when one of the pranks get pulled so far,

    That Chuuya is forbidden from seeing Dazai ever again.

    And though he sees no good coming from such a forced separation, the one thing that can enhance their futures together is propelled forward at a faster speed than either of them could have ever imagined:

    Coming to terms with their unusual feelings for each other.


     
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    10 Mar 2026

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    The first thing Dazai felt when he woke up was confusion. Not the kind of confusion you feel when you can't solve a riddle. No, this was more like disorientation.
    With every step he took, a piece of the puzzle fell into place. The photos lodged into the edge of the mirror, the unknown but strangely familiar pieces of clothing thrown across the room, and most surprisingly, the dark blue backpack sitting near the door.
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    Dazai wakes up in the Highschool AU
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    UPDATE!!!! NOW BEING REWRITTEN

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    10 Mar 2026

  5. Public Bookmark *

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    ❝ The idea that Dazai could have sacrificed his own life for him is overwhelming, heartbreaking in its own simplicity. He can't lose him. Chuuya has already lost so much people. He can't lose him now that he's just recognizing that he has him. Not Dazai, who is the only thing that-

    "Is Chuuya...crying like...a baby?" ❞

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    On a mission, Chuuya uses Corruption when it was not part of the plan and Dazai jumps from the fourth floor of a building to stop him.

    And Chuuya discovers that perhaps he may have misunderstood Dazai's humanity all this time.

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    10 Mar 2026