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  1. Public Bookmark 2

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    It was a great sunny day. Helen had her hair pinned up, and she wore a flowing blue dress. The sun made her eyes look like a deep forest, where some sunbeams sneaked through the leaves.

    "You know, Maddie… I love you."

    "I know, Helen."

     

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    27 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 3

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    Here, Madeline continues to learn with every man she whisks away from Helen—her name, something that burns the flesh behind her teeth when she says it—is a very unexciting place to be. Overrated, even. He is not soft, or passionate, or even pacing himself; his hands move as though he is trying to build a skyscraper before sunrise—though he is more accurately constructing the Tower of Babel—not like he is “making love,” or like he is invested in anything other than making himself come and maybe her, too, if he remembers how.

    It must be worth it, she tells herself, to sleep with these men. Though they are selfish, she is, too, and this is something she must have if it means Helen can’t—or will, all the while knowing where her boyfriend was the night prior—even if it is horrendously nondescript.

    the effects of a homoerotic rivalry: an autobiography by madeline ashton

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    22 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 7

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    Helen still needs something to be done - something she's been dreaming about for years now.

    Thankfully Madeline is a good actress.

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    13 May 2026

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  4. Public Bookmark 52

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    By now, Virginia Ashton-Sharp knows how to present herself depending on which coast she’s on. In New York, she is Helen’s daughter. She's smart, sharp-tongued and meticulous.
 In L.A., she is Madeline’s, charming, funny and perceptive.
    The truth is, Virginia doesn't really know who she is sometimes. She knows what she wants however.
    It's really simple, Virginia just wants her family back.

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    Madeline and Helen's divorce near its four-year anniversary, their eleven year-old daughter knows in her heart they're still in love. She watches a movie and hatches a plan. Trouble ensues.

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    21 Nov 2025

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  5. Public Bookmark 4

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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    10 May 2026